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Thursday, December 17, 2020

one week till Christmas Eve


Flying through.

It's been a little over 7 years since I wrote Agrajag. Around 2:30 This morning I woke up from a dream I was having about people talking (yelling?) about Agrajag, and that was weird, so I looked that post up. This week that maddening sparkly itch I wrote about back then has been back, so I guess my brain remembered the last time I talked about it. No idea why it's back, unless it's part of a triggered autoimmune reaction from the months of CPAP (silicone reaction) and masking irritation this year. I don't have fever though, not even low grade, which I usually get with an autoimmune flare. Since I've lived with cranial nerve damage symptoms for years, I'm not very concerned, except that I'm raking my face in my sleep again, which has to stop. Have been waiting on liners in the mail for about a week, so I've stopped using CPAP till then.

That is so boring.

Our lives are on the brink of very unboring. Mama's personally estimated due date is tomorrow. If the baby isn't out by Wed. next week, which her dr has her clocked on measurements at 37 weeks, I think they're going to induce and we'll probably see a Christmas baby. We'll wind up with kiddo and her Elf whenever baby time rolls out, so our empty nest will see a flurry of magic.

I finally sprung for youtube premium. We've been upgrading the TV tech, top of the line app monster now, so as little as I actually turn it on, it's going to be pretty spectacular. I watch stuff like this. 😂


Wednesday, December 16, 2020

countdown to world healing

 


Started yesterday.

I think I got my scattered blogs from last year all found, yay. It's getting easier and more fun again now that I'm recognizing that I literally write to my other selves. We all respond back as we read, whoever happens to be paying attention. I used to think I was a mess of wishy washy out of the blue reactive responses and kept trying to overwrite it all into consolidated conclusions and wrestle all that onto one or two blogs, but now that I'm sorting it out, it's kinda funny now knowing who is doing the responding because it's so them.

 but the idea of manifesting realness through imagination and creativity is intriguing, and I think I'm becoming a better person for it. Aspienado has an anchor and Pinky is hinting that she might want to come out and play again. Just not yet.

Like I wrote a kinda wordy post last night on a private blog and then at last minute included a short sentence, and this morning I got a kinda crabby "You could have just written that last sentence and left the rest out" popping into my head, and the funniest part was two others popping up agreeing. 😂 Duly noted. It doesn't feel like me struggling against myself any more, it's just different point of view opinions and preferences.

Jacky loves Pinky.

I think that means I'm emotionally healing. 💕



So my primary gave me doxycycline last month to keep on hand in case sinus blows up, finally decided today to start it, took one on an empty stomach and spent 6 hours staggering around on the brink of tossing cookies I ate back in the 90s. I think it's about over now, but I'm never doing that again. Full meals with these bad boys.

Wound up in a new singleplayer world just dealing with that, there was no other hope for it. Tweaked the seed variables and the game is being just weird enough to be interesting. I think 2 hours went by before I even saw a chicken.




Today.

Ermahdod, you'd think I'd be plunged into at least 4 different watch reviews by now... 

Maybe I am. >=D hehheh

Btw, if you're on mobile, the snowflakes show up on web version if you want to see them. Sorry, kinda being lazy with my advanced mobile coding. Got a daughter about to pop a kiddo any day now, and I spent most of the day yesterday crawling through ignoramous self inflicted misery.

Srsly tho, I couldn't watch anything at all yesterday because of the nausea, but I do already have screenshots started for several. Really thought I'd have at least 3 more published by now. Things super revved up behind the anon scenes, and I think the exhaustion we're all running on is hitting hard. I'll paste a few quick blurbs over from https://inteldinarchronicles.blogspot.com/2020/12/restored-republic-via-gcr-update-as-of_16.html before I rock outa here into chores.

Every single country and territory has agreed to GESARA. The UK government corporation was liquidated in Oct. last year and it was finalized last week. France has started breaking up their Parliament. Everything needed for implementation of NESARA/GESARA was finished.

Trump’s Christmas present: In a recent Executive Order President Trump declared that all government agencies (except for essential ones) permanently close on Dec. 24 2020. Trump had that authority since we were already under Martial Law (the US had been functioning under Martial Law since President [B]ush declared it after 9/11) and now had a National Emergency due to members of the Mon. 14 Dec. Electoral College officially “validating” fraudulent votes of the 2020 Election that were obtained through collusion with foreign powers (Chinese Communist Party, Venezuela, Canada, Germany – the list goes on) – that’s Treason. https://www.federalregister.gov/documents/2020/09/11/2020-20315/continuation-of-the-national-emergency-with-respect-to-foreign-interference-in-or-undermining-public

President Trump’s EO meant that all Cabal US Inc. government agencies (including Congress, the FBI and CIA) would cease to function by Christmas – to be replaced, I believe, by a new election under a restored Republic that functioned under the original Constitution.

After the Civil War private bankers, some of whom weren’t even US citizens such as the Rothschilds, UK monarchy and Vatican, conspired with US citizens such as the Rockefellers, and managed to change wording of our Constitution, plus later formed the IRS and Federal Reserve off shore so they could collect US citizen taxes for their own use and control the US and global monetary systems.

Charlie Ward has said that the election for the restored Republic would take place through use of the transparent Quantum Computer where eligible voters would be identified and validated to fill in their ballots through personal computers or phones, with the final results across the country known in seconds.


Oh, also this. I was talking to someone during this timestamp, came back later and #PatriotParty was trending. I'm sure people have said it before, surely, but I seem to have been near the start before it trended, or perhaps helped jump start, I dunno. When I tweeted it, I had not yet seen anyone else ever call it the Patriot Party, so I was thinking that on my own. There was probably a global mind thing hitting us or something, I've seen that happen many times where suddenly everyone has the same idea. I'll link the first snip back to where my thought actually started before this.




Here is my timestamp.


So it's time to let go of party affiliation, they're just all so corrupt and complicit it's ridiculous. Party affiliation has been in discussion for awhile, like check this one out.


Now that it's clear that every election has been rigged this whole time, all our lives, you can see how they give us the illusion of thinking we have a voice. Time to rise up with our real voices.

Have a great week and try not to feel frustrated, ok? It's all good. The fact that the entire world is fighting so hard to lock us all down is a very good indication that we 'deplorables' have become uncontrollable. The world is waking up.

Ok, I gotta get busy. Someone compiled this just recently, have fun.




Btw, if you want more and you still aren't following this guy, here you go. The stuff coming in a couple weeks ago was insane, pretty sure thousands of arrests were going on. Take heart if you think "nothing is happening". Yes, it is. Stop watching mainstream lying to you.


Monday, December 14, 2020

I love you guys

clicks to my instagram
got snow yesterday

Got a few little fbombs going this morning trying to hook up a new property. Well, not new, but still getting daily visits and I'm trying to find out why because it's been nearly a year since I left that blog and it's blowing my mind. I mean, I can't see this stupid thing on chrome, but I hopped over to bing and there it is. First, I had no idea that initial spike even happened while I was live blogging there, and second, the continual new traffic is, like I said, blowing my mind. For all intents and purposes I was blind blogging through some really rough stuff and didn't give a crap who saw it or not, didn't link it while I was there, just left it flapping in the wind. I think I even had my profile blocked from it and never put my name to it until after I left it and went back to tie in the blog timeline history. Srsly never knew this spike happened.

Anyway, stupid google stupidly updated their stupid analytics again and I finally had to go back to an older property I cut off and use that ID, just paste in all new property name and address around it. So that is my morning.

Ok, here we go, this first spike is what I'm talking about. I didn't know that happened and I have no way to tell what the crap it was about or where it came from. Halloween? 



This second spike is what really caught my eye.


It's actually at least 2 different readers going through post by post, if there were more, I can't tell that, either. This is all I know.



And it's not a big deal, I've seen this happen on every blog I've ever made a number of times over from a variety of locations. I just find the dates really curious. I was so busy working on my Eobard post that I had no idea it was even going on.

Oh neato, I got the snowflakes to work! 😁😊😄

I've about worked my hand to death over the weekend, really need to just take a big ol' break today. 

This is the best sleep vid I've found to date. I run into one here or there that'll conk me out till my phone is nearly dead, but this one I actually wound up on top of my phone somehow and never even woke up.



This one is second longest sleep time for me.



This one is third.



This one is fourth.



Those are almost the only way I sleep now without meds of any kind.

Ok, we need something perkier, it's daytime. Imma drop this here and wander off. Hope you guys are ignoring the TV and the fear porn on social medias and having a great day just using your common sense and enjoying something and loving your people. Being human is precious, don't let them digitize you.