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Tuesday, June 30, 2020

people are so afraid to ask why because it means they'll have to THINK

Taking 2 masks to town today. First appt is yearly sleep check in for CPAP, which is located in a hospital so just getting in the door will be more stringent than other places, although I wonder if anyone can beat the hoops I jumped through just to get into a spa for a massage. Second is finally getting to see ENT about sporadically losing my voice and it hurting to talk since last January. Made an appt in Feb for March, that wound up being moved twice, and now its just not cute any more wondering what the crap. I've been on watch before after confirming small lump on/near vocal chord that later vanished, so you can imagine I'm ready to see what's going on after the ridiculous not really a pandemic fear porn.

I have yet to get any hint of fever or symptoms since January. Nada. Full blown allergies all spring, strep going around, I have been in my best health in decades. I didn't wear a mask anywhere through the entire month of March and only really had to start when my eye doctor slightly reopened in May. The fear out there is insane. I remember when arguing over getting measles shots before going to Disney was all the rage, now it's masks everywhere we go unless we're pulling down statues and burning businesses. Pretty sure covid is a big bad psyop. "But people died of covid." The guy skydiving died/didn't die of covid, gimme a break. "But Cuomo sent covid to nursing homes." He sent *dying people* to nursing homes. "But I know someone with a positive test." Please read the screenshot at the top of this post.



Monday, June 29, 2020


Great week to finally leap off the last of the gabapentin taper since Scott is taking a vacation week. Last night was rough even though I can still fall back on a little Xanax. (Wanna be completely off that one by my birthday, as well.) Finally caved to trazadone (left over from a knee arthroscopy) during the wee hours so I could sleep the rest of the night. Nauseated this morning with that wearing off. Really hate pills.

This one on repeat is helping trance out through it, kinda doing lucid dreaming.

Blogger still isn't linking thru to YouTube on my phone, I'll fix that when I get on the laptop later.

Sunday, June 28, 2020

coasting through 2020

Another dream last night, very different. A child was kidnapped/taken by a young father with militant ties, and I (whoever I was) reported insider tech information specifically on his gun, and because of that, authorities were able to locate him and get the child back. People died on both sides over it. The tech was tiny, like a very small disk of a sort, and I saw the father remove it from his ear and lay it in a tiny plate or groove on the gun, which I think was an AK-rifle of some kind. I have no idea why any of that happened or what it meant, but the cop that took him down was killed, and then came to me and reported the operation was a success and the child was recovered. That part was very strange because he was dead but the one who reported to me.

Rumor hit Twitter yesterday that Canada is planning a financial blackout starting on July 2 (I saw that tweet happen and retweeted), and this morning that was shared in an intel drop elsewhere. The thought is perhaps GESARA will be tested in Canada before the U.S. The main U.S. date I keep seeing is July 6, but nothing specific that I'm understanding except that is the 120 day start date.

You know the whole statue thing is a false flag, right.

Just a reminder that this is the direction the left has been headed for a very long time. Know what you defend and support before you staunchly launch an ambush at me.

That I root for the white hats working on putting a stop to that doesn't make me a cultist. That is narrative-speak. 

I've been bringing up being in line for the brain chip for years, particularly forecasting remote psychological tweaking and nightly downloads and updates. I'm going to ask now- Will brain tech be the new designer drug? Will human autonomy and sovereignty be over? Will biotech be the new face mask, as it were? Something to think about.

Saturday, June 27, 2020


I may have gotten dream confirmation this is, indeed, my last time around and I'm forever done with 3rd density. I've met my requirements in this life. Pretty sure past lives were a long string of STS until I started waking up realizing I didn't want to lock in that way and made a plan to snap out of that and learn STO in this life. It's been grueling, definitely got the hard class.

The dream confirmed I was passing through this life with a goal to have this done by a certain time. My lessons were prearranged through childhood with my parents in particular, a bad accident, a long illness, an abusive marriage that would open my eyes wide open to the secret dark things in this world, giving birth to one child, committing my life to another, and remaining loyal to the end to her father, come what may.

In the dream were 3 rooms, and I correctly navigated the challenges in all 3 rooms before I was able to step up to fix a broken regulator. It kind of looked like a thermostat, but it said the temp was 120. I knew I was hot, so I took the thermostat apart to fix it, then reset the temp. As I was resetting it I saw the number 1,647 or 1,627, they flickered, and a bright little explosive fire like a tiny sun behind the numbers, and then I knew it was fixed. I stepped away and woke up.

From July 6 to November 3 is 120 days. 

7/6 and 11/3 come from the flickering numbers. 3 is between 2 and 4.

I am very rarely shown numbers in dreams. They usually blur out.

My dreams are also usually less specific, more detailed around general or vague content, very rarely about this life as I know it awake. This one was very specific. 

So I have completed what I set out to gain, apparently. I'm looking forward to moving onward and upward when it's time.

Friday, June 26, 2020

so I'm getting these calls

This post has been moved to a private blog.

we'll always have the JFK Jr convo

Bloodshot announced last night that Mo Creatures will be updating to 1.16 soon.

Operation Behind the Dresser is still a thing. Major archeological work going on through 3 years of rushed moving of things from all over the house into my bedroom while a baby/toddler/speedster lived in my house. Getting closer. What about the basement, some of you are wondering, why not use the basement. Um, the basement is full of their junk from moving several times...

Need to finish my Flash rant thread this week, also still have a Lexx post in limbo. Need to touchbase about some web graphic development work.

This month has gotten a little busy as things reopened, like I have new glasses now, dental work done, other errands finished, and next week will be a little more hectic with Scott off work for a week and several major town trips.

Today is my mom's birthday. She would have been 80 today. Her older sibs are still alive.

Interesting how timed yesterday was with that. I was going to mention how well I've kept time this year and only fuzzed out once so far in time disorientation, was going to share that two doctors (ophthalmologist and dentist) felt compelled to comment on my personality change after years of knowing me, was going to update on my med tapers, but I got sidelined and none of that was discussed during my visit. I don't mind being a little scolded, and the other convo was fun, but medicare paid for that and I'm feeling like it stepped over the big crack in the road of inappropriate, so I guess the new direction I've been thinking about has been pushed into much more relevance.

The thread starts with this next, click if interested.

I'm done playing games. People either wake up or they don't. Their choice.

Thursday, June 25, 2020

walking thru tornadoes

I think I've talked about my tornado dreams somewhere. Once in a great while I have a big scary tornado dream, and they used to be really terrifying until I noticed a pattern. They're still scary, like witnessing something horrific, but they have changed a bit since I saw the pattern.

I've never been in a tornado in real life, and I'm not really a weather enthusiast. I love chaos theory and the modeling simulations, but I'm not keen on watching weather chasers drive right up to tornadoes.

The first dream years ago was nasty bad, and it was long before real time footage on TV. An elementary school I've never been in before was about to be hit, and I was an aid or a teacher getting kids through a hallway to a more protected area when the wall tore out.

Instantly everything froze. Or nearly froze. I could see everything around me very clearly, but it was all moving so super slowly that I could see how to walk around projectiles flying through the air, how to sidestep and duck and keep walking. I saw a little kid on the other side of the wind wall in the darkest part of the storm, and that kid was about to be ripped up with carnage.

Since everything was nearly at a standstill and my group of kids weren't in nearly the immediate danger that one kid was, I decided to pick my way through the debris all around us and pull the kid down to the ground so that stuff would miss hitting him. It was weird picking my way through all that 3D debris in the air. I felt like if I touched it, it would hurt me very badly, so I was very careful. It's was really hard because in some places there was barely room to squeeze between so much junk in the air, plus it was still all moving, even that slowly, so I couldn't map ahead and expect the path not to change. I eventually reached that kid, but it felt like it took ages, and was quite exhausting, like it took everything I had to be that alert.

The next dream was a bit different, the people more scattered, the building completely shredding apart, and I was in the thick of it. The debris move a little less slowly, so I had to be a little quicker with my dodging and ducking, and a couple of times I'd bump a shard or a board and it hurt like crap, but I kept moving and eventually wound up clear of the flying debris. I didn't have time to even look at anyone else to see how they were doing, the particles being more profuse and difficult to navigate.

That happened a couple more times, and by then I was noticing a pattern. I could walk through tornadoes in my dreams if I stayed focused on immediate action and didn't let the fear grip me. If I had fear, I got hurt, and that would snap me back into focus very quickly because I knew if I stopped at all, I would die. 

Other dreams after that one would be somewhat similar, but over time I seemed to develop a sense of the tornadoes even before they arrived. The dreams would have me watching tornadoes bearing down, but from far enough away or just enough time to avoid actually being in them, or having them pass by or overhead like a close shave. In those dreams, I was able to get to other people and talk them into moving out of harm's way, although sometimes we cut it really close and they were being difficult. Some people can't function when they see danger, others argue, still others, do everything wrong and backward. Not everyone believes when they are told something and they can't see it happening yet.

Over more time the dreams seem to have morphed into me knowing where and when they would form in the sky, and it's still very scary to watch them show up in the clouds and reach down and start tearing up houses and even cities, but I'm starting to notice that if I can get my focus on them more quickly, I can kind of push them back a little with my mind. I was about 5 dreams in on looking up to find them and seeing way worse than real life when I realized they could sense me watching and then I'd have to hide, or pretend not to notice so they'd pass by, and finally started mentally commanding them to go back up and not reach down to the ground. At first I didn't understand I could affect them, but over the last couple dreams I'm noticing that what I want to happen can change what is really happening, even it it's only just a little.

It hit me yesterday that all these years of tornado dreams might have been preparing me for The Storm. I used to be a nervous wreck in real life. I often planned for the worst because I didn't hope for the best. I was prepared every day for calamity to strike after a lifetime of chaos and calamity striking.

Ever since I started reading Q drops and deep digging with qanons, I have been becoming more confident and much less nervous. I am ready for the worst, so I don't worry about it. I stay focused on what is really going on and I move out of the way so I don't get hurt any more on social medias. I find my way through the debris flying all around and I'm doing pretty good.

The Storm is indeed shredding the entire global banking system and toppling authoritarian regimes. The Storm is affecting our judicial structures, our institutions, and our ways of life. The Storm seems like it is mercilessly ripping up everything we know about how to live while we feel caught in the debris.

But after The Storm we will find our freedom is no longer just a concept 'protected' by flimsy doublespeak, but genuine. We won't know how to restructure our own lives because they've been structured for us since we were born, so we'll feel vulnerable and afraid, but true freedom means we own ourselves, and governments will no longer be telling us we can't be who we deeply want to be.

We felt safe in our shackles. The herd felt safe in the corral. What we didn't realize was how much of the world was not safe at all because they didn't show us that. They withheld information that was crucial to our well being. They withheld cancer cures, free energy, part of our paychecks, and much more so that we'd stay trapped in a daily survival grind. The only ones who broke 'free' were the ones who cheated. The ones who cheated were allowed to keep cheating if they played the game. The game was about keeping the rest of us afraid to break free.

Thought crimes are punished on twitter. Free speech isn't tolerated on twitter. The Storm on twitter is wreaking havoc to those breaking free without cheating, trying to show others how to do the same.

It's possible to walk through The Storm, the slings and arrows, without harm. Slow down and look at the debris, and duck around it. Personally, I have my settings turned to muting all notifications from anyone not mutually following, regardless. If you are strong enough to reason, great, but I'm not that good yet. After the 2-day onslaught of hateful notifications coming in every 5-10 seconds over a mistake I made in one tweet, I just turned those notifications off. I'm staying focused on what's really happening, not the distraction. They can't flood my vision if I can't see them. In the meantime, I can keep sharing important information and having discussions with people I already know without hindrance.

Some of the accounts shut down by twitter knew they were front lines and risking that reaction. They continued provoking to make points, but in so doing, lost histories of information and links that are no longer available to the public.

If you don't want to lose accounts, slow down. Dodge the debris. Learn to draw less Twitter Big Brother attention to yourself by letting go of hashtagging everything, learn to leave key words out, edit your bio to change the way they mark you as watch material.

Q said- 

Digital warriors ready. 
Surrender to None ['Digital Battleground']. 

Memes prep. 
Music prep. 

Use 'topic' as target practice. 
Test your strengths. 
Know your weaknesses. 


The goal, from my point of view, is to learn to walk through The Storm. Learn to stay on the battlefield and hold the line. Learn to keep your histories intact so the truth will stay available. Rushing up in the the face of opposition and taunting with raspberries will only get you kicked from the playing field, and then running off to Parler to cry about it isn't how we win in information warfare.

You are digital soldiers. Learn stealth, learn patience, learn target, learn attitude, learn goal. Learn what your true value is and how to apply it so that you remain on board as a valuable part of the team.

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

Garden Party

Things flying so fast and hard on twitter, not a clue who made this cool thing.

Hello Russia.

I remember the first time another country hit my first Lexx blog. It was China at a time when China was so restricted that they had to hack just to see the rest of the world at all. Someone very thoroughly went page by page, post by post on my Lexx blog at very regular intervals, and I wondered if they were copy/pasting my entire blog over to a blog inside their own country. You wanna know how Lexx really affected the world? That right there. That show was so powerful that people risked severe punishment just to get more information on it.

No idea why people comb through pinky blog but that's ok. The whole blog is kinda like a big hug in the dark.

And hello UK. I thought this might be Romania again, but I guess I got another link push.

Twitter is a battleground. Q said hold the line. 

From Q drops. https://qmap.pub/

Digital warriors ready. 
Surrender to None ['Digital Battleground']. 

Memes prep. 
Music prep. 

Use 'topic' as target practice. 
Test your strengths. 
Know your weaknesses. 


General Flynn posted on Parler.

Basically, with many in the qanon ranks talking about a mass exodus to Parler, our General and Q are both saying get your backup accounts ready but stay on the battlefield, figure out how to handle it, and keep getting information out to people who don't have it yet. A lot of newbies who signed onto twitter to be Trump trains and whatever don't have a clue that twitter is one of the biggest world archives with timestamps, and that EVERYTHING going to twitter is recorded by NSA. All the backlash, all the fighting, all the pompous trolling, every bit of that is on permanent record. The real battleground is the court system. Yeah, think about that one.

Do you understand now why Trump trolls Jack? And Jack said the war is on this week by censoring one of Trump's tweets. Well guess what. I'm faster at screenshotting than Jack is at auto censoring.

I shared some information yesterday on a couple social medias, now I'll share here.

The "Federal Republic" that Mr. Trump keeps talking about is a subcontractor of the American Confederacy established in 1781.

The Union of States created the Federation of States called The United States of America and the member States of the Federation created the Confederation of the States of America. There is a logic here.

The (e)states claimed by the former Colonies had to be extended to the international land jurisdiction and formed as States, these States then created a Federation to enable them to act as one entity in international affairs, and then each State formed a "State of State" to do business for them, and these "States of States" were then included as members of the original Confederation formed in March of 1781.

Six years later, it was decided to structure the business affairs by issuing three Constitutions, one each for three "Federal" Subcontractors, that would supplement the government in much the same way that we hire plumbers, electricians and architects.

The Federal subcontractors were the States of America, the British Territorial Government, and the Roman Municipal Government.

So the original Confederation doing business as the States of America was the Federal Subcontractor operating the Federal Republic.

When the original Confederation was split apart over Lincoln's election, so was the Federal Republic.

One cannot restore the Federal Republic without restoring the Confederation, and one cannot reconstruct or resurrect the Confederation without first summoning the actual States into Session.

Why? Because the actual States are the only ones who can form the American States of States needed to restore the Federal Government.

1, 2, 3 --- American States give rise to American States of States, and to their Confederation, which runs the American part of the Federal Government known as the Federal Republic.

Florida creates The State of Florida, and then The State of Florida as a member of the Confederation participates in running the Federal Republic.

That's the way it is supposed to work.

The largest part of the Federal Government is supposed to be under the direction of these American States of States, not British Territorial States of States, and not Municipal STATES OF STATES, either.

You can see that in the documents and in the history and in the Reconstruction Acts and after all, it only makes common sense, that if the American States were going to hand out juicy services contracts, the Lion's Share should go to their own business entities ---not foreign interests.

And so it was, right up until the Civil War, when everything went ballywhump.

The Reconstruction of our Confederation and, secondarily, the reconstruction of the Federal Government Republic, has been left hanging since the Civil War, simply because we were never fully informed of the circumstance.

We didn't act, because we were duped into thinking that everything was already done. The British Government moved in and without full disclosure, installed British Territorial States of States to replace the American versions, as an "emergency" measure.

The only difference that Joe Q. Public could observe was a subtle name change from "The State of Maine" for example, to "the" State of Maine.

The British Territorial Government and their cohorts in the Roman Municipal Government dba "the" United States have been collusively usurping upon their Employers ever since 1937, under the terms of an agreement known as "The Declaration of Interdependence of the Governments in The United States".

And the American People were never told a word about it. Nothing was said. Nothing was taught about it in the schools. It has taken 150 years and horrific abuses for us to waken from our slumber, evaluate the situation, and take effective action.

We stand ready to help Mr. Trump and his cohorts in the Military to restore the Federal Republic as an American enterprise, not a British one. And we point out that Federal Citizens, whether U.S. Citizens or citizens of the United States, don't have the correct political standing to do the job of Reconstruction.

Only Americans who reclaim their birthright political status as State Citizens can act as the People who designed and who have the power to restore both the States of America Confederation and the Federal Republic.

The United States of America (Unincorporated) is still here, our States and People are still here, and we are the only lawful government still standing on this Continent. We are not bankrupt and we are not absent.

We are the only beings on this planet with the lawful standing to Reconstruct the States of America and the Federal Republic, and now that we finally know what needs to be done, we have assembled to do the job that should have been done in 1865.

The United States Military is asked to review the fact that they owe their oath and allegiance to the States and People of America, their actual Employers, and that they are supposed to be acting under the direction of our civilian government -- not at the behest of fellow subcontractors and lobbyists.

I'm still trying to wrap my head around the idea that Lincoln's assassination might have been a cover or distraction to keep that legal paperwork dangling without anyone questioning, and that the civil war was possibly co-opted by outsiders to gain leverage over the U.S.

Trump had the Queen (Crown) sign something last summer that released us from this mess. Then the queen allowed Trump to walk in front of her (I about fell over when I saw those pix) reviewing her troops. I nearly screamed when I saw that, I knew we were still under the Crown. Very few people seemed to know that.

Also, NESARA law is now in effect.

The new banking procedures were under the rule of Constitutional Law under the Restored Republic. Constitutional Law under the Republic began to be implemented two months ago (from May 1 2020 onward) and Constitutional Law has just begun to be implemented among the banks and their procedures that would be affecting you at your appointment (nothing to dread – it’s all good).

This weekend the main thing the RV teams have been aggressively working on was getting everything executed that was tied to the final exchange procedures – that in turn were tied to a sequence of priority accounts that must be flushed forward (exact payouts at current USN rate being made into those accounts in order to be ready to start paying downline redemptions / exchanges). Everyone attached to payouts has been going through either processing, settlements, closings, or getting a state of liquidity in order to be ready for the start.

Last week even though everything has been moving forward very quickly, there was a series of issues that the RV teams had to work through including issues related to Covid-19 travel restrictions nationally and internationally that were now largely resolved.

Last week the banks had a series of meetings on the transition from the old SWIFT system to the Global Payment System for Cross Border International Payments (CIPS, Real Time Processing System, the Digital Ledgering System).

Now the Quantum Financial System (QFS) has complete transparency of financial transactions. The old Deep State SWIFT system limitations have been removed. Digital gold-backed currencies were now driving the new system.

The banks and RV teams have been working hard to make sure everything was safe for each individual currency holder using the QFS.

The banks were now compliant with GESARA / NESARA standards to make banking completely safe for us (which was radically different than the old Deep State dominated banking system practices).

The Know-Your-Customer procedures that you would be taken through at your appointment intake was to protect all parties (the bank and you) from all fraud.

The banks were working like tightly controlled utility companies with complete transparency and honesty (so different than the past banking Deep State criminal and terrorist activities we all know so well).

The rules attached to GESARA were now attached to banking protocols that you would encounter at your appointment intake (where you give two pieces of identity and would be asked know-your-customer questions to verify that you were who you say you were, etc).

Are you understanding that all this distraction is to keep you all from learning what is really going on with the world flip away from global banking to GESARA debt forgiveness? Are you understanding that the riots and BLM and emotional triggering and continual mainstream media coverage are to keep your attention away from finding out we've all been duped this entire time by the richest people on the planet playing us like fools?

And now, after decades of planning, the Alliance has gotten 209 countries on board with purging the super elite from our debt slavery lives.

This has never happened before in human history. We are watching live warfare taking back our FREEDOM inch by inch over the last 3 years, and they don't want you to see it.

Just a reminder that child sex slavery is the biggest money maker on the planet, over drug and weapons sales. Yes, the governments covering that up for all our lives are now complying with GESARA and starving out the super elite. 

They no longer own the money.

Message to everyone who signed up for Trump rally tickets on Tik-Tok to sabotage Trump- you guys really need to wake up.

Click to youtube to read the description. How many more people have to die covering up the truth.

Tuesday, June 23, 2020


Out of the blue I thought about that hat and wondered where it got off to. Later in the day I ran right into that old pic. Really miss that Ghost Hunters shirt, too, forgot I even had it. Wore it to shreds.

In the coasting part of the euphoria, before the drop. Getting used to these. I think the longest episode I ever had was just shy of two weeks, barely ate or slept the entire time. I have learned to keep eating and attempt sleeping, divert and space out so I leave people alone. Show up somewhere, find someone, nearly say something, turn around and leave again.

Today has been a really excellent day. I'm not sure I've ever said that in my entire life.

A world of people figuring themselves out...

Sunday, June 21, 2020


So yeah, I made a dumb tweet (yes, as in 'not intelligent' because I lacked the slightest bit of info) to the wrong person and I'm still getting roughly one or two notifications every ten seconds since last night like someone turned on a "get her" machine (I got screenshots of long lists of people being tagged to jump in), and most of it was so ignorant that I just sat there cracking up. I'd say at least 85% of them didn't even understand what I was saying.

If their lives are that empty, or the sleeper triggers that obvious, or their level of understanding truly that low in the human common denominator realm, sure, let them wear themselves out. I was busy and barely even looked at twitter the rest of the day, like usual. Eventually decided to just mute all of it so it won't wear out my phone when I pop a link into my feed.

The really interesting part was that a couple trolls I did answer completely disappeared off the grid when I brought up cabal banking and child sex trafficking. I guess that was over their heads. Orange man bad and stuff. That or I nailed it and they didn't wanna tangle any more.

If you know me, you guessed it. Here comes another euphoric episode. My happy zone. I never had happy zones before I cleaned off all the chronic meds they had me on for years. I'm floating around feeling mmm and that's when I wind up starting trubbas, so I got busy working today and got a lot done. I'm in one of my love everybody moods. Hugs to the very likely continuing ongoing notifications that I can no longer see, I guess I really hit a sore spot to warrant that level of attention. In my world, attention is pure love (thank you, childhood). I love you guys, too. The human race is so quirky. Wait, is that racism? Loving a race?

Saturday, June 20, 2020


Really super old pic before I learned survival. I have this thing with repeated complex tiling patterns. I should just make a flat world sometime and create a series of floor patterns.

Oh, nothing, just GESARA.

If you don't know by now that J very publicly outed himself as a pvor, then you don't have a clue what the #frogarmy is about.

I saw that particular vid years ago. YEARS. The only thing new was the CNN callout. So the vid has been open source for years, I've seen it memed in a number of ways with no backlash, POTUS memes it and J immediately slaps it several censor ways.

Some of us have been around twitter nearly as long as it's been open, we've been around the internet for decades, and that was the most obvious dick move I've ever seen a social media host pull. That was a signal straight to POTUS that the war is on.

Let's see a few things that J has been involved with on twitter.

See, it's ok if he breaks crimes against humanity rules, but it's not ok for others to report them.

So... is using a Jeeves reference racism? Are you a racist, J? Do you eat their little aborted babies, J? Or do you do the nasty deed yourself for the food prep later?


I'm just really tired of brainwashed social media clickbait zombies bypassing heavily researched and documented information in favor of staying asleep and dreaming the MSM matrix.

There is no more left and right. That will all be gone soon. Evil knows no sides, it's just everywhere.

This is uglier than anything you've ever seen in fiction.

This is the world dulled into such a deep sleep that we hand kids off to the saddest, sickest kinds of slavery while we shop, watch TV, and opine about who should be president.

Our entire country should be up in arms by now just for the kids.

And I was just warned. The links before this last one had different writing under the link check box.

Live blogging(:edit: I rechecked the link, I didn't link to email at all, legit says web address. Whatever the heck that was showing up was not me clicking the wrong button. I've pointed out here and there across my blogging that I am sometimes interrupted in process while I'm still in the editor, and literally watch LIVE someone messing with my editor. My settings are so restricted that no one should be able to remote view or interact and my own webcam keeps telling me it's broken when I try to turn it on. That is how careful I am. This only happens with sensitive material, and THIS is why I am so careful on social medias. I have yet to lose an account (not holding my breath), and I think it would behoove a few of you to learn to fly under the radar so you don't lose so much work and publicly available information. Back up your work and keep unpublished on other sites, hardcopy to discs or print, etc. Scanning and faxing may be our fallback if internet ever goes down and gets super scrubbed. I learned this in fandoms via fan wars and lawsuits, but it's just good sense to back up your hard work.)

Nasty, huh?

Lol, very interesting, no warning this time. 

Yes, not even after I inserted the linkback I wanted.


Friday, June 19, 2020

discarding the f*ks that I give

Long morning in a car, laughing with Scott about being trapped in 3rd density because he never plans his breakfast before a lengthy wait somewhere. This, I think, is I why I follow him through lives, per a dream I had years ago of us looking through lives to do together. He's so easy to laugh with.

Kinda needed a day/week off. Just floating timelessly through time passing.

Now I'm fighting with the new blogger editor trying to get a youtube inserted. The app keeps locking up solid and the dotcom won't show vids on mobile with their editor linkthrough. Oh well, here you go, I'll fix the embed when I get home.

Thursday, June 18, 2020

sword of truth

This first couple of screenshots is not definitive proof of anything. It's just one person's research and best guess.

I'm not going to correct that typo in there. You guys can see what I'm saying.

I've been off game all week doing research, taking care of dental and vision appointments, working on my house recovery, and talking to family. Lotta family touch base. 

I'm also still being careful about sharing kid pix. I'm being contacted again. We teach kids about stranger danger for good reasons. 

Checked on a few friends, still stuck in the dream. Bless your hearts, but it's time to wake up now.

I'm sorry I've had to be so cryptic all this time. I learned how to layer (encrypt) thoughts from the QAI research, and yes, the attempted contacts this whole time are very real.

I love all you guys and I hope you transition as easily as possible over the next few months. Buckle up.

Wednesday, June 17, 2020


Now I've gotta say hi to a person in Portugal who camped out in Pinky blog.

This next was an extremely violent video. Makes a person wonder about black privilege. 

I keep seeing smuggled vids coming in from all over the world where nonwhites in purportedly white privilege countries are beating people of all ages senseless and oftentimes to death. Literally to death. Numerous videos of murders and no police ever showing up. This has been going on for years. 

You see reality when you run with qanons. We live in layered illusions and conflicting concepts.


Really hope that change is coming. 

Patiently waiting for this. Veritas is the exact opposite of snopes, hard hitting proof of what is true, resulting in people being fired or punished in networks and CEO positions. Telling the truth is dangerous.

It's been interesting watching the blogger AIs chew through my screenshot uploads. Anything narrative or not anti-narritive loads immediately, while everything patriot takes nearly a full minute on both laptop and phone. This has been happening for awhile but getting way more noticeable lately. Have you guys ever wondered about artificial intelligence being taught to lie? To hold up a narrative that supports an elite power control? That synchronizes and patronizes us all over the globe through "news"? 

They showed us a fictional Skynet to desensitize us. Then they built it. Or, if Veritas is right, they built it a long time ago and gave us a soft reveal in entertainment.

Welp, gotta dash. Here, have a cookie while I get busy all over my day.