I've actually revealed most of this in past blog posts scattered around the webs, but perhaps let's speculate on why this might be important now.
World banks, central banks, globalized banks are going bankrupt this year. The revalue to gold standard is now worldwide on the QFS (Quantum Financial System). The deep state cabal all over the world will soon be purged from enslaving humanity under gun running, drug running, human trafficking, and debt slavery. You know I've been talking about these things. But did you know some of my family history literally involves a John Bankes? John and Mary Bankes of Corfe Castle.
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This name, with variant spellings Bankes and Banker, derives from the Northern Middle English "bank(e)", itself coming from the Old Danish "banke" meaning a ridge or hillside, and was originally given as a topographical name to someone who lived on the slope of a hillside or by a riverbank. The final "s" on the name preserves the Olde English genitive ending i.e., "of the bank". The surname was first recorded towards the end of the 13th Century (see below). One Matthew Banke appeared in the Subsidy Rolls of Suffolk, dated 1327, and on June 21st 1546, Alse, daughter of John Banks, was christened in St. Antholin's, Budge Row, London. A John Banks of Devon was entered in the Oxford University Register, dated 1597. The famous "dancing horse", Morocco, to which allusion is made by all the best authors of the day, was owned by the Scottish showman, Banks, who flourished 1588 - 1637. The works of Sir Edward Banks (1769 - 1835), who was knighted 1822, include Waterloo, Southwark, and London Bridges. The first recorded spelling of the family name is shown to be that of Walter del Banck, which was dated 1297, in the "Subsidy Rolls of Yorkshire", during the reign of King Edward 1, known as "The Hammer of the Scots", 1272 - 1307. Surnames became necessary when governments introduced personal taxation. In England this was known as Poll Tax. Throughout the centuries, surnames in every country have continued to "develop" often leading to astonishing variants of the original spelling.
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I've known since I was a child that I'm 'back', and that I'm here to do something, remembering at a very young age that I had been a man in a suit with an urgent mission to deliver information, and was killed in an explosion. I figured out later as a young person that I am 'incognito', that I'm currently back in disguise so I couldn't be discovered. I realized by middle age that I have been shown things in dreams and visions all my life (I'm not crazy), that the kind of brain I was born into was designed to be smart enough to win the game, and that I am here to say something. I've shared these things in other blog posts.
I've stepped out as a real person after many anonymous fandom involvements (purporting fandoms to be better at uniquely uniting us across borders than political diplomacy and religions) to reveal that I am a real person rife with flaws, surprisingly gaining me a widespread readership and some extremely loyal lurkers.
I ignored politics in my blogging excepting to keep pointing out that our media conglomerates are owned and directed, that Illuminati were very real and even branded their own logo in plain sight while the world still considered them a laughable conspiracy, that MK Ultra was widespread among the masses, that entertainment was propaganda, that Plato's cave had us all trapped, and I even brought up the Matrix a number of times, all pre-Q.
After years of research and study into the mass media lockstep rhythm programming I could see happening across social medias to all my friends (which horrified me), I stood out like a sore thumb bringing that up, blogging about it, finally losing friends over it. I talked about cattle branding, sorting, and even the cattle being mesmerized to sort themselves and voluntarily walk into metaphorical corrals long before Q showed up.
I looked around and found Anonymous. I realized a lot of us were awake to this.
Q showed up and confirmed all this.
All my life clicked together and it became clear that many of us are here specifically for this fight, this war of the mind, as it were. I clearly understood this was our last chance, our last hope. By 2015, I'd slumped into New World Order already being here and being unstoppable. By 12-21-17 I realized the game wasn't over yet. Some want to talk about time travel wars. I'm showing you a much deeper aspect.
All these things I had written about before. Now I'm going to say a new thing.
GRAB A SANDWICH.
I have been deep diving into pineal healing, which seems really new agey till you get used to it. I learned that corrupting pineal processes are at the center of enslaving the masses. This is evidenced throughout history, but I didn't compile that for you here. It's easy to find, so go search up stuff.
As I'm digging, I'm noticing that many seem to be going off course a little worrying about pineal glands and whatnot. Yes, your pineal gland is important. But expand your thinking. I'm going to share some thoughts with you. First, a brief history, then a summary in context.
All my life I've been a puny person. I was fortunate to grow up organically on a farm with well water, but I'd already been through the legendary polio vaccination experiments, plus a challenging fetal development with my mom on darvocet and craving "waffles with syrup and fudgesicles". I suffered withdrawal as a baby and lived on donnatal for several years, and was three years old when my mom first took me to a doctor to see if I was autistic. I didn't learn to read until the second grade and seemed extraordinarily slow learning basic cause and consequence. Once I clicked in to academia, I began to excel with a growing IQ, although my EQ (social intelligence) would take decades to develop.
During all that time, I had many visions, dreams, and discussions with 'someone'. As a teenager, I challenged both my parents with religious questions to the point of exasperation. Throughout college I annoyed my professors with 'wrong' ideas about academia content to the point of being told I completely missed the point. I continually craved deep dive researches into everything that caught my attention, and I just as continually asked what it all had to do with each other. I instinctively felt that everything was related somehow, that nothing could be coincidental. I finally concluded that if our universe is what scientists say it is, we should by default not even be able to think up fictions or use certain communication sciences. In short, everything we know is a lie.
And if everything is a lie, how can we determine truth?
I turned inward. I contacted Someone, left myself to seek God (and found Him), and continued my ongoing discussions and questions.
Along all this way I have determined some things.
Magic- One of my exasperating questions to my parents at a young age was about God and magic, and neither one understood and thought I was being blasphemous. Here are my conclusions on magic.
- Magic, as attempted by humans, is pathetic if God is real. No magic could out-magic God if he invented it.
- If God was that real, then I could ask for anything and be protected above all the illusion I was seeing around me. I've shared multiple personal accounts of what would seem like miracles in my life.
- Attempting to use magic myself instead of asking God to do it would mean diverting into my own failure, a life theme every time I wandered off path into very dark places.
- Whatever magic is, illusion or science or miracle or wishful thinking, it seems to work just fine if God is in charge of it. To me, magic (not knowing how something is done) is wondrous, and no less valid for not being cognizant to how it works. Anything being or feeling magical transports our spirits to a higher joy. Dark magic does not do this. Dark magic subjugates others, creates an ownership bond, akin to capturing someone's mind, attention, focus. Dark magic is corruption of purpose for selfish gain, and some in this world take it extremely seriously, as we are now finding out. Dark magic cannot out-magic God. Logically, it is a self-defeating illusion, locking out joy. Darkness cannot abide joyfulness. This simple realization will show anyone their own darkness very quickly, opening a door away from the dark.
Protection-
- Once asked, always given, meaning no fear. My parents had great fear, seeming to beg God daily as if He might forget, or take offense if not repeatedly reminded that we feared.
- Thoughtfully asking and thankfully receiving is a completion in a relationship. This process easily shows us how to live well, despite anything else going on around us.
- We make better decisions when we realize this process. If a relationship is lacking, it is not healthy, and we learn to seek being healthy.
- Giving children protection is the beginning of this process.
- Darkness seeks to take away protecting children in many ways. This will open your eyes tremendously once you begin to think about and notice that.
- We become protectors seeking to realign the correct process. The extreme of this is the worldwide rescue missions for millions of missing children, shutting down trafficking networks and porn hubs.
Seeing-
- All my life I have been shown many things, with my 'eyes opening up' to more and more.
- Many times this happens during my longest, hardest health crises and depressions. I can easily point out that my pineal gland was probably in terrible health if the rest of me was doing so badly, to the point of becoming crippled and extremely ill for years.
- That did not stop the questioning and the waves of understanding. In fact, if anything, the more helpless I became, the more Someone or God bypassed my health fails to directly converse with Me, to show Me things I asked to see.
- I was able to ascend into higher 'thinking' without being physically healthy first, without my pineal gland being decalcified first, even with my brain being very glitchy while I was on handfuls of medications and unable to eat. This raises the question of who we really are in these bodies.
- A long time ago I reasoned to my mom that if heaven is eternal, and eternity has no beginning or end, then we are already in eternity and heaven is all around us, whether we can see it or not.
- By this logic, whatever hell is, it is something we choose or reject.
- And by that logic, we bring heaven with us wherever we go, into any situation. This is what makes believers in God dangerous to ideological constructs.
- If we can see beyond what our bodies are capable of and understand (see) beyond the reality constructed around us, that logically means our bodies and realities are not what we think or have been led to believe they are.
I did not need other people to tell me these things. Every person has the ability to turn inward and begin this conversation. We ALL have a direct connection to whoever is 'above' us, besides us, with us. Some call it our higher selves. Some call it Source. Some call it angels or Akashic record or Ra (from the Law of One) or spiritual guides. Many simply say God.
I didn't need to do anything special to prepare. I didn't need to be in any kind of mental or awareness state for this to happen. I didn't need to decalcify my pineal gland, although I'm sure that can't hurt.
I simply needed help, and I needed direct contact. I didn't ask 'Who are you' or think about it having a name or rank. I wanted God. I got God. And once you make this very real contact, things happen. You can choose to reject the reality of those things, or you can accept that this world is not what you think it is.
My relationship and ongoing discussion with this someone has been lifelong. It has nothing to do with church, or with anything a church has ever taught me. It has been uniquely personal with ups and downs as my life has pitched to and fro. Many times when I was alone, I was not alone. Many times during despair and anguish, I have been shown visions of who I am, of things to come, of others hiding secret fears and sadnesses. And I have learned why I came back and what I need to say.
You are not alone.
You are loved. Very much so.
You need to wake up, turn inward, and ask for that hug you need so badly.
You will be ok, because you are not alone. Whatever wind is blowing in your life, whatever grips you in fear or crumbles you in sadness, turn inward and don't be alone.
Joyful magic is very real. Visions and miracles are very real. You can see these things if you don't close your eyes to them and turn away.
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I am someone who knows this cycle well. I came back to say that kindness is logical, that you don't have to go through any spells or rituals to reach God, and that the world will be rapidly healing soon because so many of us have awakened to these truths. The more who wake up, the faster we all heal. We are all in this together, and we all need each other.
The turmoil you see around you 'in real life' was orchestrated by dark magic. Mind magic. Mind entrapment. Words lead to visuals lead to stories lead to conclusions lead to being trapped in a mind matrix. The protection you need from this is found inside yourself. The reality you think you see can be seen through.
It's ok to take a break from that when you feel overwhelmed. Running to medias to check on latest breaking 'news' is an addiction, a fear cycle that you have been brainwashed into. Anons on serious digs have discovered that footage is ripped off and/or reused to keep visuals pumping through your eyes into your brains as keywords keep being said over and over while you watch the 'news'. When you make that stop and go enjoy something, the spell falls off, and after a bit of time, you can actually see this happening.
Our own realities are what we make them. Creating and maintaining a mass illusion takes a ton of energy from everyone to keep it going. If everyone turned off their medias, all of that would stop happening because you are not watching.
That is the true driving force behind everything you see.
Live blogging. My blogger editor suddenly highlighted this post so all it would take was one move to delete it all. Guess they don't like me saying that. Checking up on me.
My personal reality today is being about halfway through my last med taper, a sudden fibro flare in my legs yesterday calming down today, 'phone thumb' from hanging out in youtube so much yesterday, and wishing I had some ice cream. 😂🍦
I hope all of you are ok, because it does look a little scary out there on tv. I love you guys, and was naming people off that I know in New York state to Scott the other day when we heard about the blackout. I know I could be saying this on twitter, but I'm being watched because the qanon accounts are being ravaged again, and I don't want to drag anyone into my wake if my accounts wind up going down. It seems that simply associating with anons sometimes gets other people 'disappeared', so I've been careful not to be that obvious.
I do believe we are all here for very important reasons, and topmost on all our lists is finding our joy. Joy is very powerful. And you guys know I have proof.
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