I've decided the way I eat spaghetti nowadays is more like Italian chili. I make it from scratch, cook down a big sweet onion and dump in a bunch of fresh chopped tomatoes to simmer for awhile, add garlic, oregano, basil, and a little salt, not much. Once that's all stewed down I dump in a medium can of tomato sauce, then stir in a pile of precooked hamburger. After I ladle that into a bowl I melt yummy cheese over the top of it, and it's so good that I don't need any pasta at all.
I'm filling out a questionnaire for a yearly physical that I have next week, and my answers are drastically changed from last year. There is so much overall improvement that I can very clearly see how important it was correcting a vitamin D deficiency. I started that a year ago. I've been able to handle doing things this summer that I haven't been able to handle in over a decade. No other change besides a blood pressure med adjustment and the addition of coQ10. Amazing. And the best part is in this entire covid mess, I haven't been sick. The worst of my problems the entire time was seasonal allergies, and even those have improved so much that I stopped taking antihistamines months ago.
These glasses are being ridiculous today.
Scott ran off to a cookout, so I watched a Christmas movie. Still no AC, so it was nice seeing snow.
I know, I know, nothing about my life in Texas, and now all you get is this boring stuff. 😂
All righty, then, wassup? I felt so organized yesterday writing some stuff out, today I'm all over the place unable to settle after watching The Capture of the Green River Killer, which I wanna review asap but can't seem to focus any more today. The movie was really good, although really long because it was a 2-parter, but by the time it was done my anxiety was sky high because it constantly triggered my friend's murder. Got really good screencaps, though.
Really. Lotta reallys in that paragraph.
Part of the time problem involved my house still being sans AC, as in it still hasn't been replaced yet. Most of the summer, no AC in this house. When I got home from Texas, this house was nearly 90 degrees on the inside. I probably mentioned before I left weeks ago that I was camping out in my bedroom with a window unit. Well, that's just dang boring, so this morning was cool enough to open all the windows and chill down to 70 in the house, ideal for hanging out on my couch with a movie. Except I didn't know the movie was 2 parts, and by the time I got done with it, with all my extra pausing and jumping up to do things, it was nearly 80 degrees inside the house with the windows open and I was very uncomfortable. I'm sure that didn't help the antsy anxiety I couldn't seem to hold off.
So now I'm all brainless camping out back in my bedroom with the window unit and loathing the idea of getting a nap after a nightmare just before I woke up this morning about being shot and very very angry and having to drive myself toward a hospital during a car chase. Not a clue where that even came from. I didn't have any nightmares like that the whole time I was in Texas, which was 26 days. No idea why Missouri is the nightmare state.
I did lose 7 pounds there, though, which is proof it's possible, so now that I've got a new behavior model for that, I'm attempting to keep it in place here to see if that can continue, so basically mimic round the clock baby care... 😂 I walked the floor a lot holding the weight of a bowling ball in my arms, and I was on baby shift every 3-4 hours trading off, accidentally skipping meals, so even though I ate all the ice cream I wanted, I LOST 7 POUNDS. That threw my ice cream law right out the window. I did, however, take my vitamins religiously every single day, and I made sure I was getting plenty of protein and water. I don't dare slide back into complacency back at home now. I've been doing spontaneous walking loops around the house as if it were baby time, keeping it short because it's hot out there and then ducking back in my room to pilfer around picking up stuff. Got nearly all my stuff unpacked, washed up, organized, drawers rearranged.
I also barely got any coffee in Texas. My Batman gets hives around coffee grounds, so I drank one cup of weak instant coffee every morning before he got up for school, and I say weak because I like strong coffee and found out you don't just double instant coffee without serious caffeine nausea kicking back. Came back home to strong coffee and about made myself sick, so I think I'll be quite happy with a quarter cup, like a few sips and then just get on with my day. I bravely fought to keep drinking coffee but after that nightmare this morning (I fell back asleep after my early morning coffee), I really need to let that humorous addiction go. That was not a pleasant way to wake back up again. Heart Attacks for Dummies, 101.
While I was in Texas I saw the Lego and Lego Batman movies umpteen times, so the Everything Is Awesome song is in my head like a big, bad earworm. They were really cute movies, but I'm afraid it completely changed my world view and now I'm indoctrinated beyond saving. Admit it, Superman could never have pulled off as cool a lego movie as Batman...
I also took my season one The Flash and indoctrinated them right back, and it was super awesome watching newbies flip flopping through every episode trying to figure out the Dr. Wells angle. It was all I could do not to blurt anything, totally brought back memories from the live tweet days when the entire world was flip flopping on twitter the first time we all saw the very first season.
I would post awesomely cute baby pix, but so many weird strangers seem to have access to my unlisted phone number somehow (what are the odds that 30 different publishing agencies across the nation and Canada would have my phone number but no one else does?) that I think it prudent to just skip to the song.
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I've spent about a month on instant coffee, but it was totally worth seeing kiddos I haven't seen in years. Weirdly, we had just mapped out a vacation plan to see them this month when tragedy struck and planted me there 4 times longer than intended.
Interesting notations from this tragedy revolve around confirmed empty hospital and extra wait time for emergency care due to staff shortages. NOT COVID. Covid was in no way involved. The most fascinating takeaway was that the entire surgical recovery area was empty of other patients, and that the nurses there all came to see my daughter so they could say they'd seen a patient.
Because of the stupid lie that is covid, in the words of the surgeon during followup, she'd been septic for 4 days by the time he got to her. She was round the clock in emergency waiting, then around the clock again waiting for a bed *after* it was determined that she was septic and needing emergency appendectomy. Stabilizing her for surgery was aggressive, in full septic shock teetering on multi organ failure while she waited hours for transport clearance to the bed assigned to her, and finally surgery racing a very fast clock before her life drained out. The surgeon indicated it was down to minutes by the time he saw her.
In a very large city in what was once a very busy hospital, my daughter's life was barely saved by excellent people still standing after "covid" ravaged staff so badly that it's amazing the hospital was functioning at all.
This is happening at hospitals all over the U.S., as I myself confirmed last January when I wound up on a cardiac floor after many hours in an empty emergency wing, and after 30 minutes of waiting for anyone at all to come to my room to get me hooked up to monitors, after being unhooked to move me, I finally just got up and made the bed that clearly had folded sheets sitting on it but hadn't been made yet. I laid myself in the bed and kept waiting. Yes, I said cardiac. The hallway was quiet and empty when I wandered out to see what was taking so long. I'd been in that hospital a number of times and it had always been very busy, and that quiet stillness was so surreal that I felt like I was in the twilight zone.
Covid is a lie. It's a narrative. I've shown ample evidence with links in previous posts to researches that prove there never was a real germ labeled covid, that the tests for covid were patented long before it 'made' anyone 'sick', that there was a years-long plan to lock down the entire world in order to finalize legalizing the new world order via pandemic, and that everything that has rolled out since covid hit mainstream news has been about obedience to the state. If you are still believing covid 19 is a germ that can be inoculated against, with viral sourced evidence of horrible reactions and even death closely following those shots, then you, my friend, are a sheep leaping off a cliff just because everyone else is doing it and the 'news' is telling you to do it because they said to do it.
Yes, something is making people sick. All the obedience in the world won't save you. Sooner or later we are all going to die unless the white hats flip this mess, because that is also part of the long-term plan, to greatly reduce populations and move them into completely monitored smart cities that will take the place of nation-states. This is clearly written out in U.N. publications. It's been there for years. I've been saying this for years. Millions of us know this is coming, medias keep blocking us from talking about it, and now people are being taken away in some places and put into camps and institutions over it for 'reeducation'. Not believing me won't save you or slow this down.
Anyway, my daughter is healing rapidly, thanks to a very excellent surgical team that still manages to do their jobs through a severely restricting 'pandemic'. She very nearly left her husband with an autistic son and a brand new baby over the most non-covid thing possible, but the 'pandemic' narrative that is changing the world landscape is what nearly sentenced her to no treatment in the very nick of time.
Click this screenshot to go hear what this nurse says.
Please open your eyes and your minds and research for yourselves. Blindly obeying State is not a new thing. It saturates fiction in books and movies for decades, and we are so numb to it and so blinded by 'consumerism' that we willingly allow mass herding of all our minds like a giant Koolaid Man is our piped piper.
