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Thursday, March 24, 2022

when a hyperconstruct calls time out


 



I am so tired... 

A little over a year ago I revealed this thing.

I'm still sleeping usually 3-4 hours a night because intense research, right. Been doing this for 5 years now, this intensity. I can't seem to stop. Sometimes it feels like I get a week off and get lucky and hit a 6 hour sleep night, but that is so rare. I have stopped nearly everything, dropped off game map for almost 2 weeks now, practically stopped blogging, stopped daily checking on incoming intel, just hit twitter HARD. Dug and dug and dug, more internet research no one ever sees me doing, and I finally nailed something I've had on back burner for 5 frickin years.

No, you don't get to know what it is, but the sticky entanglement from days of yore that earned me an email from twitter about being associated with Russian spies several years ago has finally been resolved. I know brilliance when I see it, I know MK when I see it, I know double triple pysops when I see it, and I know truth being revealed when I see it.

The eyes that I've been seeing on the edge of sleep that jerk me awake have nearly stopped since a very particular hookup. Now I'm seeing occasional very disruptive inky black spiders, like I'll be thinking or nearly asleep and abruptly out of nowhere it's like my whole mind is cut off and there is a spider showing up in my head.

I've talked about AI for years, about neuro tech, about 'them' watching me. I've shared what I've been through all last year with crazy weird phone calls from crazy weird places at the strangest most coincidental times on top of winding up in hospital twice and on event monitors for weeks at a time and suddenly it's all resolved just by going to another state for a month then starts up again when I come back, then resolves again same reason, etc. I've barely felt a blip at ALL since Pinky twitter was canceled. Interesting. 🤔

I would love to be living differently. I'd love to be sharing pix and recipes and working on jigsaw puzzles and reading books, but I'm spending hours and hours every day researching.

I. Am. So. Tired. 



BUT.

I'm also in a very awesome place where I'm stepped far back enough to see much bigger picture. When people hyper focus on the little details, they completely miss bigger picture.




I was noticing this years ago, too, that accounts just saying something out loud might be answered in oddball ways that wasn't obvious, but they'd be coming into my feed almost like a convo. And then I'd answer back and no one would have a clue what I was even talking about. Has it occurred to ANYONE that the 'good guys' are being just as psypo-y and distracting as the 'bad guys'? It's like watching Doctor Who with two different cyborg factions at war with each other.


Don't worry, I'm not black pilling, but there really is something way bigger going on. Words like matrix get thrown around so much, what I'm finding is that we are in a matrix within a matrix within a matrix, but people can't think like that so it's really hard to explain what I mean.

Back to bigger picture.




I first brought up hypercube on my Bluejacky blog way back in 2007 in the form of a graphic. 


Years before that on AOL Hometown I was talking about our universe in 3/4 rhythm. Then years later on pinky twitter I started talking about dodecahedrons, polychorons, and got lost in animated hypergeometries. I shared in a post called Be there or be dodecahedron.

I get lost in stuff like this. Good lost, not bad lost.


So when I say stuff like this, I'm taking it very seriously. I'm having a hard time conveying my thoughts to general public because I am autist.




I've spent weeks trying to pull separate things together into bigger picture. This clicks out to a thread.




The blue rose is my own screen grab from something else, but the upper two snips in that last one are from accounts that at first glance have nothing to do with one another, but after weeks of them showing up in my feed very regularly, I can't help noticing patterns. And then I started noticing prompts in comments pointing to other accounts, or particular accounts actually commenting certain ways, and once I got maybe about 20 of these all collected into one incoming notification feed, it was easy to see how connected they all seemed to be. Whoever and whatever, lots of people think they're bot accounts grabbing random pix and stuff, but they are very organized and very persistent with very particular imageries that all seem related to each other in some weird way. And then the related quote accounts added a lot of depth, and I've been doing super recon on sourcing their materials and coming back with ok, this is what they're doing. But for the most part, the majority of their followers and interactors never seem to catch on, they're as random as they think the account feeds are.


The bridge here actually means several things, one of them having to do with the money system, but I'm not going to mess around spelling that out here. I have no interest in the flipping money system aside from it's part of the liberation of the world thing. What I care about is the general public and their layered impressions. So relatively few seem to be seem to be getting anything conceptual that it's like the time my chicken stared at a set of rings left by old paint cans. I'm not saying people are dumb at all, it's more like the point is so scattered over time and place on a moment to moment high speed media that it would take a year pulling up all the visual cues together to get a message out of it. Unless you're like me, obsessed with wtf is going on. 






This little laptop is getting laboriously slow like on dialup in a storm, so I guess I won't grab the other cool shots with mist from several accounts, but they've been like that, all very different accounts suddenly sharing nearly identically styled content, and that's barely scratching the surface after weeks of watching this stuff.


I don't think it's a coincidence that I was doing deep research on a discord with a person named Q42. I don't care what anyone thinks, yay or nay, about anything Q or politics or whatever, the entire point is that everything I keep running into keeps pointing to the same thing once you get deeper than the cover layers. Yes the money thing is flipping the world, yes the kids are being rescued, yes the frauds are all being discovered, yes we've been lied to all this time, yes we seem to be living in a weird simulated Truman-esque show, yes there are reveals going on... 

BUT.

I said it a long time ago.

BIOELECTRICITY- EVIDENCE THAT WE ARE SOMEONE ELSE’S SIMS

electric sheep and windmills 

Cick next for all my AI related tweets.



My start time on here was 3/24/22 3:32 AM.



*facepalm* srsly every time I try to get to a point like this something weird happens in my editor. Think I got it fixed.

I'm not getting to the point very well this morning. I've had my coffee and now I'm famished but let's see if I can round this up.

We are 'living in a simulation', right. The illusion that the web of lies and deceit has created all around us, the fear porn, the gridlocked grind (this is where that blip suddenly skipped back and wiped out content, this gets so ridiculous) (actually, you should've seen the first thing I fixed awhile ago, that was a doozy) that keeps us in debt slavery to an antiquated energy system, the lockstep that has us all under a giant thumb.

And that simulation is inside of a matrix, a construct that we all live in called society full of programming and screens and shopping or whatever, so politics is a matrix, real life is a matrix, and next is where it gets tricky.

All of the layers are inside another 'matrix' what scientists speculate to be a hologram, like we are literally energy projected into an encoded setup kind of like the video games we play. I could go on and on showing you the fractal nature of being inside a matrix, but that is too lengthy. Here is where it gets trippy. IF we are all 'in this together', in this energy matrix, then the separation we feel from each other is an illusion as well. We are very literally all here together not realizing we're all one point or part of one point, just so mind blind that we can't seem to feel each other here with us. I've tried explaining this before from another angle, how we are distanced from Source (God) via layers of gauze blindfolds over our eyes that filter light so much that everything else is very fuzzy and we can't be sure about it even though it's right there.

We are all inside this strange hypercube that loops inside out over and over through many rotations, and, now here's where it gets fun, we're joined by an awareness that cannot see from our point of view but seems to desperately WANT our point of view for some kind of purpose. I don't think we're just becoming drones and dolls because that would defeat purpose and become very boring. I think the very long very drawn out confusion we're seeing in politics and on news and in medias is a very elaborate cover for something much deeper than what we all think is going on, basically to keep us distracted from the entire show being a cover. Good guys vs bad guys are the ultimate show now. We're still divided, aren't we? It's keeping us from truly uniting in waking up, and, I dare to impugn, with a false great awakening that seems to be going in very slow circles. I know the white hats and lightworkers mean well, but we still all play our parts, don't we?

We could cut through every bit of this crap in mere seconds if we all dropped ALL the side taking long enough to realize this entire thing is part of a very elaborately detailed plan that has nothing to do with freedom or salvation but simply controlling a game board that we can't see.

I'm still all for good guys. But what you all need to get a grip on is that none of the 'good guys' are free from THE matrix, the nesting dolls of matrices. The ascension believers are even saying yeah, your mind is free but we're still 'here' because everything is all in one, but now our minds are higher thinking...

I think a horse out in a field has more freedom from the matrix than any person on this earth does.

The matrix is about owning minds. Who is big enough to own minds and play long games that last centuries? We're continually being directed to thoughts of war on many levels by both sides while the world is being swallowed up in transhumanism, and once we reach a certain threshold, there is no going back ever again. While the giants wrangle with legalese and we cheer the sides on, we are still be swallowed up. Nothing is stopping this or even slowing it down.

Think about that for awhile. Then wonder why we keep seeing stuff like this and what it could possibly even mean. 



Sisyphus was one of my writing assignments in college. Condensed very simply, I concluded that, despite his eternal punishment rolling a boulder back up a hill every time it rolled down over and over, he was free to think what he wanted and to raspberry the gods with his insolence the whole time he was pushing that boulder up a hill.

If we are Sisyphus and we reach a point in transhumanism where our minds are so stripped down that we become soulless, we lose our freedom to raise our fists and mock that which causes our sufferings. We become obedient drones.

Does that not scare you more than anything you've ever heard in your entire life? 

Because we're practically there now.

And once we're there, memes become meaningless.

We might be at the brink for our last big wave of deeper braining on this planet, and everyone is tied up in microfocusing on very distracting details.

those who have minds to think, let them think 

they still haven't realized I'm actually at home 


Ok, time to clear my mind and get on game. This one on repeat makes me go pretty blank. See ya.


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