fever tables

 

Couple weeks ago a biscuit can exploded in my hand right up against the inner thumb knuckle, which went numb instantly. I applied a little ice pack right away and kept the swelling down, but it was bad enough that I couldn't bend or use my thumb for a couple of days. It gradually seemed to recover, and a week later I was using it pretty normally. Alas, I am very hard on working my hands half to death, so over another week I guess I overworked to the point where that thumb very suddenly swelled up so hard that I not only couldn't use that thumb for anything again, but any movement I made at all was very painful. Took a couple days to get in for xray, and they seem to be backlogged or something because it's been 3 days since and I still don't know, but the doctor was concerned that the bone might actually be cracked, based on the exact location of the pain, and if not that, then a tendon has been severely injured. In either case, I was commanded to REST THAT THUMB, so when I got home I immediately picked up a baby again... 😂 

I couldn't pick babies up for years because of my arms. One little bitty thumb isn't going to stop me picking up a baby now.

The most interesting part of that entire experience was the clinic. When I walked in, the 'fever tables' were gone, no crew taking temps, asking questions, and handing out little stickers to wear. Since that had been in place since last summer, I figured the statewide mask thing had expired or lifted or something, since a number of states are easing back toward normal now with only 3 feet distance and stuff (still making no sense at all...), so I pulled my gaitor off my face and continued up the elevator.

The check-in person at the row of computers nearly hyperventilated in her own mask, if that is even possible, when she saw me without mine, nearly whisper-screaming at me to please put my mask on. She even got shaky as she checked me in, and I couldn't tell if it was genuine fear of instant death by invisible monster just waiting to launch an attack on her through the glass between us or lack of good air, but apparently that one reaction affected the entire floor of patients, because when I went to look for a seat, every fully masked face there was staring at me wide-eyed. Was I insane???? Was I that big of an idiot??? 

The following blurb is from an excellent think piece by Parisse Deza.

How did we create this ongoing experience in the first place?

Through repeated trauma and resultant pain and confusion, we forgot what we innately are while here in 3D, and this slowed the vibration of third dimensional living to the point where things seemed almost never to change. This unresolved pain keeps us from thinking and acting rightly, from our true nature. Instead of using our calm natural mind and following guidance from the Source that created us, we follow the lizard mind of fear and separation. When we behave this way as a group we create unreal suffering for ourselves. Then, caught in the victim-oppressor dynamic, we try to fight our way out.

Or protest and plead for mercy.

Currently, many people are protesting against mask mandates and lockdowns. Does the dominating four percent of psychopathic overlords really make the world lockdown? Or does the world lockdown because programmed peoples obey overlords? If you are looking to overthrow overlords so you can be free, you are misunderstanding the whole situation. As a victim to our own victim issues, entreating our oppressors to release us from the prison of our self-imposed belief limitations is lunatic. One must change one's mind, attitude, and behavior to change one's experience.

Those who have ears will hear. Everyone has to find out for themselves.

So, If Fighting Is Not The Way, What Is The Way?

Standing up for truth and acting that way. Standing up for your freedom, not fighting for it. Being your freedom. Acting your freedom. This is where it gets tricky to practice, because it is a combination of "civil disobedience" and "compliance" accompanied by an inner state of knowing that we are inherently free anyway. To be poised and calm, either wearing a mask or not, puts one in a position of power. One must be honest enough with oneself to know what to do when. These experiences are here to force us to get clear about what we are and to act that way.

"Build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete." And then use that one instead.

Warrior mentality is obsolete. Ego mind thinking is obsolete. We are replacing it with natural mind and unity consciousness. Spirit is orchestrating this process for us. That is what we mean when we say the energies are raising on our planet.

Those with an obsessive focus on fighting do not yet realize that all the actual gains made so far in becoming free have not been accomplished by fighting; they have been accomplished by changes made in awareness and vibration that literally, through the power of thought energy, made it possible for changes in the material world, because the rule is: "First in the mind, then in the body."

We are living in an energy field that responds to our thoughts. If we are thinking, "I am being victimized and I feel bad and to feel better I have to fight for my freedom and control this adversary," then we have created opposition and are in a fight we are doomed to lose. This is the trap of thinking in third-dimensional patterns. And the only way to get out of those patterns is to dis-identify with being a victim to circumstances. It is tricky to imagine reality being something other than what it looks like it is to our third dimensional mind, but that is the key to creating something that isn't there yet - we have to act as if what we want is already real. The third and fourth dimensional realities are characterized by duality, not unity, and are dense with fear and other low vibrational feelings (including resistance to admitting that we are not really victims). If we are headed to the fifth and unity consciousness, we had better be practicing that way of thinking.

What Unifying Actually Does In Practice

A hundred years ago, the disparate masses of three hundred million Indians were being controlled by one hundred thousand British. They were organized by Gandhi to act as a whole, a unified group who simply stopped believing they had to be obedient. To show both the Indians and the British just how much power the natives really had, Gandhi brilliantly called for a national religious holiday, and the next Monday, when no Indian went to work, the entire country stood still. No buses ran. No factories operated. No servants served. "In the end," said Gandhi to the British consulate, "You will see the wisdom of leaving."

A mob of broken, emotionally reactive souls cannot create what a unified, heart-centered, and inspired people can. They are in two fundamentally separate dimensions.

And so it shall be, when enough individuals have been touched by the Light to see through the illusion - the ruse - that they belong to the system, instead of the system belonging to them. Pain now is forcing us toward Gain, and Spirit is looking for victims willing to wake up and receive its loving Light so they can have a better life.

I'd like to additionally remind us all that Jesus didn't see hand washing as a priority as he walked the earth healing people. I gave that a long, hard think some years ago because I was severely immune compromised for 2 decades.

Germ phobia can be cured with excellent nutrition, good rest, regular sunshine (vitamin D is crucial), fresh air, and by loving and caring for others and finding things to do that you enjoy, because enjoying is very healing in both mind and body. I've been severely immune compromised for decades and I'm way healthier now, I know what I'm saying. Look to your health, and the fear will no longer control you.

We are more than these bodies. We can be more than our fear.

You guys need to realize that the city and state leaders who cranked down on the mask and lockdown mandates were in violation of our CONSTITUTIONAL rights, and they are in process of being outed and removed, right? They caused more lockdown associated deaths than covid caused actual covid deaths.

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I pulled up youtube and was in such a hurry that I closed a popup letting me know I had a content violation before I had properly read it, and now I can't find it, and while looking for it accidentally submitted a history report on myself for content... 😂😂😂😂😂😂 

Yesterday I spent 5 minutes pulling a few fanvid playlists back into unlisted, and I guess my other alt content is showing up now and apparently youtube noticed it (finally) or I've been reported, so if I lose my channel, it's a couple of truther vid playlists like these.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrdaw98NJ7Tep3rrEGRTXLaKBy2U5AkaA original Cuomo expose by L isfortheWay, who has other great journalistic digs on her channel that you might want to check, and she's definitely taking Cuomo head on this week in full documentary style research.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrdaw98NJ7TedySdSGKJsBn0Elqt13ANE cabal takedown, this collection was published months and months ago, and you can see we had plenty of heads up that the mainstream media did NOT share with the public even when they knew what was coming, because they control the narrative you live by.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrdaw98NJ7TcZtg6iV3UBrIZLFFZqNVuN Ronald Bernard is a huge deal, one of the top banking whistleblowers, and this translated collection is well worth the time.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrdaw98NJ7Tdy9dWGx_Z_P1zJMq7YvbS0 This collection is pretty much how our great awakening as a planetary species is happening. People who 'wake up' don't fall for the narrative any more.

The last time I got a content violation warning, an unlisted home video of my grandchild was removed without warning. Youtube has made it very personal to the point of ferreting out unlisted videos that don't even get viewed of people I love, nothing whatsoever to do with cancel culture. A few months ago, WordPress blacklisted me out of my own paid for dotcom page after twitter canceled my JanikaBanks account for no more provocation than sharing ancient George Magazine material under the #JFKJr hashtag. I don't even know how I still have a facebook account.

You guys need to understand that this is war between big tech and personal freedoms. I have a premium youtube account, I pay nice money for them to hold my vids for me, and they dictate what videos I can store with my own grandchildren on them. Why? Because I also share other stuff like the above list. Instead of removing that list, they hit me for content warns on my own home videos.

Ok, found it. They said this was advertising and it violated their made for kids policy as inappropriate content, even though I'm not set up anything monetary and I didn't want to have to age restrict that to 18+.

Since they did that, you can see exactly what I was showing you at deepstatemappingproject.com, in particular this poster, check out their free downloads at Deep State Mapping Project (weebly.com), not paid to link that.

You guys know new internet is coming, right. Starlink

Ok, I need to get back to Elvenar. What is my youtube watch trail like lately?