nightmare on Pennsylvania Ave.

 

So here we are, realizing that everything we ever saw in sci-fi movies is real and not just fiction.

• worldwide pandemic
• genocidal nanoparticles in vaccines
• cancers from poisons from pesticides saturating food industries
• manufactured weather apocalypses
• doubles and CGI filling in for TV personalities and celebrities
• mysterious deaths and disappearances of scientists, security personnel, celebrities, CEOS, patent holders, and more
• people as ingredients saturating our products
• shadow state controlled doublespeak cancel culture medias
• screen fed mass opinion outranking laws and courts while the definitions of justice and truth spin out of control
• freedom and the right to vote being perverted into the safety of the huddled masses
• World War III happening on our own soil without us having a clue

I think the most annoying part is how easily the changes glide across so many eyes without an outcry. This isn't Lady Gaga.

The entire world is FAKE and nearly everyone around me is in a COMA.

Aren't you guys even just a little bit curious about all this stuff?

QANON IS ABOUT GETTING MILITARY INFO TO PEOPLE SINCE TREASON COMPLICIT MEDIAS KEEP BLOCKING WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON.

Or you can stay in your little mind palaces going in circles about stories being re-filmed over and over and over all your lives while you fail to notice people disappearing and being replaced.

links from Judy (INTENSE)

 

Article about who is at GITMO.

GITMO: Which Presidents Are Going? Deep State, Treason, Military Tribunals, Official Documents, List of Indictments (video) | Police State | Before It's News (beforeitsnews.com)

Was Hillary really executed this month?

Dark Outpost

All the documentaries that mass medias are canceling.

GREATAWAKENING.WORLD IT'S TIME FOR EVERYONE TO WAKE UP!

What Pfizer knows about the vaxx dangers that we don't, from official Pfizer source

Stay Away From The Vaxxed, It Is Official, From Pfizer’s Own Documents | EU | Before It's News (beforeitsnews.com)

Many more links compiled by Judy Byington at Restored Republic via a GCR: Update as of April 29, 2021 – Dinar Chronicles

spring chickenz

Their first grain block. Gives them something to do when they get bored. I need to set up more stuff to keep them busy.

 

Helping Scott drill.

Sleeping in the grown up bed.

I was told yesterday by another chicken owner that our chickens sure are calm and quiet. It's because they're used to people messing with them since they were teeny tiny chicks.

Spring finally got here proper.

Alt universe. That Tome is an extremely expensive way to get an extra Knowledge Point book every day...

Screenshot from a fractal vid. Kinda looks like a fancy rendition of a microscopic zoom on a chunk of granite. Might be fun to put through filters one day.

Fancy rendition of a papa learning filters.

"Yeah, blew through every outfit she brought in 30 minutes flat, but what a sweet ride."

As in, why she looks unmatchy and barefoot. Mama raises Baby Gap kids, so this was Kid Rebel.

Majorly spring cleaning (again) this week since we had a month of wet windy icky weather. Yesterday I pulled curtains down to wash, dusted and vacuumed and moved shelves around. Today will be rugs and windows and probably some drawers. I'm donating to a yard sale coming up, this is my chance to free myself of stuff someone won't let me just throw away... 👀 I told them I don't want it back, keep the money, what doesn't sell just keep or give away or trash it themselves.

This guy is a good mixer.

Zilch

Another book publisher in California called and left a message that they were interested in the book How to Train Your Memory by Janika Banks that was recommended to them by their email critics, and they were wanting to get with me about publishing another book.

-_-

No such book exists by that author name. Nada. Zip. Zilch. You can search the internet all day and not ever run into that book by Janika Banks. Any real book publisher worth even a grain of salt wouldn't be that sloppy, I would hope. Either they don't actually research, or these weird phone calls are letting me know something. Again, to be clear, I am not in the mood to do anything drastic or harmful, I'm not intending on disappearing or suddenly realigning my purpose, and if I suddenly behave really off character, assume I've been targeted by some kind of mind control device. (I mean, "How to Train Your Memory"? C'mon...) 

smh

Also, that phone number doesn't appear to be published anywhere. At all. Nada. Zip. Zilch. If that really is a publishing business, they're being very careful about anyone actually finding them with that phone number. I can usually at least verify an address with a free search, but this one very stubbornly requires hard digging. The very closest I can come on that possibly being a business branch number goes to a media production and equipment service that surely can't be connected.

But you know info is available for a price... Except I'm just walking away shaking my head because I'd rather spend my money on gaming. I really can't even imagine how stupid a business is making long distance calls using fictitious merchandise to reel in clients that literally research and data collect for a living.

I'm saving that voice mail. If I'd been more of a trickster type, I'd have saved all of them over the last couple of years and threaded them together into a youtube so you guys can see how ridiculous this has been. Not a single one of them has had correct information about me despite me being prolifically internet published, and ALL of them want information from me. 🤔 And probably money, but the one time I actually picked one of the calls up, I got interrogated and I'll just never do that again.

I'm still wondering how small book publishing companies in general keep getting my unlisted number that definitely isn't attached to my author name in any shape or fashion. No one else seems to ever bother me. Something to think about.

mayday, mayday

 Parts of the April 26, 2021 daily update. "Prepare to lose internet access."

F. Sun. 25 April Whiplash347 Telegram:

There will be many lockdowns happening now to get ready for the Event. Dams & 34 Buildings getting hit with Rods of God. I worked out it is 40 days from March 23 when Ever Given Run Aground to MAY DAY. (Noah’s Arc) The MAY DAY drop was a Delta on March 23 as well. There are no Coincidences.

March 23 “Ever Given” Runs Aground. + 40 Days MAY DAY, MAY DAY, MAY DAY. PREPARE TO LOSE ACCESS (May 1 2021)

N. Calendar of Events:

On Fri. 16 April the Royal Bank of Canada collapsed and was replaced by Scotia Bank on Wed. 21 April.

By Sat 17 April the military RV security teams and the QFS Quantum tech Personnel had revamped the London financial and Forex system.

On Sun. 18 April Crypto Currencies and Bitcoin Markets crashed. The Treasury, IRS and World Bank Deep State were unable to access funds, tried to steal funds from US Treasury accounts and were promptly arrested on Mon. night 19 April.

By Mon. 19 April over 100 had been arrested at the defunct Federal Reserve Bank where the Deep State was printing fiat U.S. Dollars in defiance of a Trump Executive Order.

Since Mon. 19 April Market opening all international markets, including the US Stock Market and Dollar Index began imploding, although sometimes would reach up into the green that week.

Fri. 23 April release of new International Rates.
• IQD $16.37
• VND $14.25+
• Rupiah – 8% IQD = $15.07
• RIAL – 5% IQD = $15.30

Mon. 26 April: Hillary Clinton to be hanged as per sentence of a GITMO Military Tribunal for her guilty verdict of Treason, Murder and Sedition.

Mon. 26 April: German bonds, NIQD, and all Chinese dragons liquid.

Tues. 27 April: ZIM gold and tickets liquid. Tier 3-4A and Tier 4B would start roughly parallel to the main bonds going liquid.

Wed. 28 April: Last ZIM payments to go liquid.

Sat. 1 May: Ten Days of Darkness and GESARA/NESARA debt release to begin. (40 days from CCP cargo ship Evergiven running aground on March 23. Prepare to lose Internet access).

Mon. 3 May: US Military put on High Alert and Readiness.

Tues. 4 May: New Republic to begin.

Thurs. 6 May: New Emergency Broadcast Starlink System takes over all Mass Media internationally to enforce a temporary Martial Law worldwide, Global Currency Reset public announcement, General Public begins exchanging.

Fri. 7 May: John F. Kennedy as US VP and Carolyn Bessette Kennedy as Second Lady confirmed?

At the same time all Governments Worldwide would be stood down during further arrests.

Biden would be out, Trump in and a new Financial System and NESARA activated.

Thurs. 20 May 2021 End of Trump’s EO#13848 National Emergency Act.

Sun. 1 Aug. 2021 as per President Trump’s E.Os, absolutely everything would be declassified.

Sun. 8 Aug. 2021 GESARA implemented under Blockchain Elections to serve governments 10% the size of what they currently were. Trump formally recognized as US President.

The Event: Military joint ops. The war coming is staged for many reasons and will set off Military Law of War and Codes in major countries. Marshal Law. Arrest the Deep State Cabal disciples. Done in 30 countries. The rest will follow suit. WWG1WGA…Q

The Event would be a Ten Days of Darkness shutdown of Earth. The Black Swan Events would occur through the first weeks of May:

Just prior to the Emergency Broadcast System taking over Mass Media there was expected to be a Cyber Attack and fake Nuclear Scare Event. The Quantum Internet would wipe out Operation Mockingbird (a CIA program that has controlled the Mass Media since the end of World War II).  

In the first three days the Quantum Starlink’s Project Odin would take down the Cabal’s Mass Media Satellites to blackout the media worldwide – all Mass Media owed by Mossad, UK Royals, 5 Eyes and CIA would be removed as we switched over to the Quantum Systems and activate the Military Emergency Broadcast. The only intelligence will be Military Intelligence.

Uncensored news on Tribunals and the takedown of the Cabal would be broadcast in three eight hour movie sessions per day (24 hours a day) on all Media networks worldwide.

There would be possible occasional electricity outages as a switchover was made to the new Telsa Free Energy system. There could be a Stock Market crash, planes and trains grounded, with the Internet going down to be replaced by the Quantum Internet. The Internet would be rebooted with everything wiped clean and no more Operation Mockingbird or Microsoft – the same with TV, Newspapers etc.

The “Rods of God” would destroy 34 Cabal buildings (including the White House, Buckingham Palace and Vatican?), plus the CCP’s Three Gorges Dam that hides Bitcoin and their International Adrenochrome and Child Trafficking operations.

At the same time the world would switch over to the new Quantum Financial System and gold-backed currencies through Starlink and Project Odin Odin (iarpa.gov), going Dark to Light.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I've been seeing the warning about losing internet for a long time. Until this last month, there was never a date put with it. When the date showed up, I expected it to move, like many dates have moved through the months. This date has not moved. Starlink is up, monies are crashing, change is imminent. Ever Given was our signal ("Watch the water"), affecting shipping all over the planet. (I'm still waiting on a rug whose shipment date was adjusted by two months around that incident.) I don't know if the 'dunes' in the aurora count as the sky event this weekend. Spaceweather.com Time Machine We're being told to expect a "nuclear scare event" just before mass media is taken over, possibly in the next 1-3 weeks.

Take a little time this week to stock up supplies (include medication refills just in case) in the event that there are power blips that halt business transactions. Take a little time to archive your internet content to physical storage (NOT TO THE CLOUD!). Gas up your vehicles so you won't be stuck if you need to go take care of something and can't buy gas because of power outages.

Q said Don't Panic. This has been world coordinated and planned for years, and it's time. If we don't know about it, it's because complicit medias have been blocking, deleting, and canceling the information. Realize we've been living in a sort of time loop, caught in the same drudgery of 'science' for decades and trapped in power grids and work grinds for decades without much improvement, to the point where millions have died over this time of curable illnesses and cancers because it's more important to make money off of us being sick. That's all about to change. The violence that the 'news' keeps churning over and over on your screens is meant to keep you afraid. That violence is organized crime thugs meant to keep you locked down, powerless. We are at war.

It is always darkest before the dawn. Don't be afraid. Be sweet, kind, and vigilant. Take care of each other while the world changes. The power is being removed from those wealthy elite who would keep us in debt bondage to our graves. Anyone parroting their narrative is brainwashed and asleep. Maybe the bumpy ride will wake them up.

virtual near death, perhaps

 

When Juan says we'll be going through a planet-wide near death experience, I'm taking it to mean that we'll all personally feel it in some way, something huge that will make us all gasp.

Losing the entire internet and TV will do that. I can't think of anything else that could even come close to affecting us all so hard.

Death is loss. There would be nothing more devastating than to lose instant contact with all of that.

But once that is out of the way, the light can shine through.

there is no spork, there is only thawne

I was waiting in a patient room for another steroid shot in my thumb yesterday before rescheduling a trigger release when I noticed an odd thing happening in the mirror across the room and slightly to the left. I wasn't in the reflection, mostly only showing where cream and sage colored walls met in a corner. Along the line down between the two colors was a constant slightly undulating distortion. I didn't notice it for awhile, but when I did, I couldn't not see it. Well, except when I looked directly at it, then it was fine.

So that got me wondering why it happened when I didn't focus directly on it. Was the mirror almost imperceptably vibrating? Because that would be really hard to see if only blank walls were being reflected, so I set about figuring out how to refocus so I was looking at the mirror and not into it. I couldn't tell for sure what was really moving.

When I looked a little off to the right on another object on the wall, the line of undulation where the wall colors met seemed pretty strong, easily detectable. So I moved my eyes all around the mirror and discovered that didn't hold true for any other off focus spot on the wall around the mirror. It was really tricky finding the exact right spot again to see that happening.

Over a couple more minutes I figured out it might be my own eyes, so I closed them each one at a time trying to see if one of my eyes might be slightly jerky, but quickly ruled that out, although the small area to the right of the mirror held constant for showing me that the cream and sage had a distinct phasing in and out visual along the line.

Pretty quickly after that, I thought about how my brain fills in my visual stimuli onto a simulated visual in my brain, because what we think of as seeing something is really our brains reconstructing frequency signals into a 'picture' that we then use to assess spatial distances and other things around us. What if, for some reason, my brain couldn't reconfigure the exact line where the two colors were meeting in the reflection in the mirror?

So I played tricks with my eyes seeing if I could enhance that weird effect or possibly resolve it, but as long as I sat where I was sitting without changing anything but where I focused my eyes, that issue clearly held steady as a rock at very particular focal points that located that line just off center on my left. I really do think that small area fuzzing up was my brain feeling a bit unclear about establishing that reflection as a solid, because I had no problem whatsoever with the colors in the actual real walls meeting up.

That or I was seeing something cool like an alt dimension or something. 😁 But I kinda doubt it. Besides, if that is the case, then alt dimensions shimmer around us all the time and we aren't able to see them except under exacting circumstances. That kinda leads into the nature of reality itself not being what we think it is, which is basically, like I mentioned, a plethora of frequencies.

I've had opportunities for my mind to play many tricks on me. I ignore most of them because I've lived nearly 60 years without being able to resolve most of it into much of anything besides some kind of vague paranormal experience, which is entirely too easily fallen into as a 'reason' something is happening, and because I've also had enough weird brain experiences to realize that I'm lucky I'm perceiving things 'normally' at all.

My doggos high fiving after the last baddie went down.

We forgot to watch The Flash last night. I didn't realize how much pain I'd been tolerating in my hand again over the last 6 weeks. That shot into my lower thumb knuckle area was such a relief that I crawled into bed after I got home and crashed hard for nearly 2 hours. And then I was so wiped the rest of the day that I couldn't wait to go back to bed, and I think I was asleep before The Flash would even have been over. Definitely wanna follow through with that surgery this summer.

I've been on the brink of hand fail for many years, super lucky I've gotten as much back as I have. This is from 2014.

Told Scott this weird pressure I've been feeling the last couple of years to get my stuff done asap while I have time is starting to take form in my head. Yesterday I suddenly saw myself without my right hand, as if it had to be removed for some unforeseen reason, and that got me to thinking- all these years that I've been getting through and recovering from nervous system fail it never occurred to me that my next loss would be something other than my brain again. Other people have lost limbs to accidents, illness, infection- I use my hands so hard, every single day. Thousands of words, rotating stacked projects, keeping up with real life, through pain and numbness and literal fail while things drop and smash around me. It was an interesting direction for my thoughts to go- What if I literally can no longer type somewhere in the future? Yes, I've got to keep getting as much done as possible while I still can. Of course, if I were a Timelord I would just grow another hand.

Barring that actually happening, my friends on twitter would be happy to know my own family would encourage me to use Nelson in it's place...

Oh, here's a newish one. This really is a brilliant story.

Want your mind blown?

"You showed me what it's like to have a son," Eobard-Wells to Cisco.

Eobard was a designer baby in the future. He was so unhappy with his life that he went to great lengths above and beyond to change the past to reshape his future, and spent a lifetime trying to rectify failing to do that.

Imagine when he was saying that to Cisco, in his mind he was seeing his own father failing to care for him like he'd come to care for Cisco, and the anger he felt at that allowed him to lash out and kill Cisco, which is a really twisted expression of how Eobard felt about himself looking up at his own father while he's standing in the place of his father. That one scene could inspire discussion for days.

I can't help wondering about the possible lack of loving parents in Eobard's own designer baby life. I'm not saying they weren't good parents, but society was so different that I can't help feeling that they must have been emotionally estranged. Designer babies mean perfect babies. Eobard was so far from perfect that they had another child for him to practice social interaction on, which is a weird reason for another child to exist and speaks volumes about how the parents may have viewed their children. There is so much depth of pain in Eobard, so much repercussion even back on himself, and it keeps boiling back down to parents trying to create the perfect child. Eobard turns that into an extravagant string of attempts to create the perfect timeline for a perfect life without loved ones. Eobard did everything he could to turn himself into someone else, not someone else's designer creation, but his own creation.

So when Eobard became a sort of father figure to Nora learning how to use her natural born speed, he was, again, creating another Cisco moment. Nora was expendable in all his emotional mess, just as his own family originally was.

It just really struck me today that might have been why he said that to Cisco before he killed him, the shoulda-coulda-woulda stuff from his own past that pricked like a thorn. It would be easy for us to assume that last line to Cisco meant that Eobard had developed a fondness for him, and he may have, but it ultimately meant that Cisco helped illuminate the fails in Eobard's own father.

Is that as close as Eobard has come to making a real connection with anyone? Hard to say, but it's likely he did discover through Cisco how his own parent-child relationship was broken. Instead of healing through Cisco, which is usually how people heal from painful pasts, he disposed of him. What in Eobard's mind makes people disposable? It started when he was a boy and his parents had (paid for? designed?) another child in order to teach Eobard compassion. Wait, wut? Couldn't they teach that to him themselves???

Sorry about that, ran off to do many things, a couple of which resulted in a nice meatloaf dinner.

Click for a wallpaper page. You might need something there.

I've gotta dash. Here you go, in case you're bored and don't want to leave yet.

Arrowverse All the Reverse Flash appearances in a chronological order Season 5 update

Mr Pool

I found that account while I was still heavily using my strayhen account, which I started using in January 2019. MrPool's account goes back to October 2019. It's unmistakably one of those really hard to find intel hint accounts that drives you crazy. For instance, this tweet looks to me like footage someone got from inside a "Looking Glass" EC-135, like what MonkeyWerx often brings up during his Aircraft Overwatch vlogs on youtube. If you click over on this screenshot, you can watch 10 seconds from above the clouds.

Keeping in mind that I know absolutely nothing beyond what I just linked for you, that is only my best guess, given all the researchers I've been keeping eyes on the last few years. But if you want to do a little digging and not sure where to start, Mr Pool is pretty interesting.

And you guys thought I was just playing Roblox and Elvenar. 😂😁😁😁 No, I'm looking at much more interesting thngs than that every single night.

I've mentioned a few times, and even demo'd in a few posts, that the Q stuff is reminiscent of the old Cicada 3301 game, buncha clues to scour around for and collect, then put together into a much bigger picture. It turns us all into a marauding band of Jason Bournes playing this huge intel game together. I mean, it would be nice if the news actually covered this stuff, but they don't, so we look for a coordinated network of information drippers to fill in real time info beyond covid counts and who burned what or shot who this week.

click

Part of some of the intel is encoded via gematria. Many of us are unfamiliar and might blow it off as silly, but ciphers are commonly used all around us all the time, and we may as well get the hang of certain people talking about things right in front of our faces while we don't have a clue. The Learn Gematria blog author created a blogger profile in September of 2017, oddly shortly before the Q stuff started using gematria in some of their intel drops. I'm not saying there's a connection, but it's certainly interesting. Here is one short post from December 31, 2020.

Introduction To Gematria

Gematria is the practice of coding letters into numbers. There are many ciphers in gematria. There are four simple base ciphers that are most commonly used.

The first base cipher is called English Ordinal. In this cipher, A=1, B=2, all the way up to Z=26.

The second base cipher is called Full Reduction. In this cipher, A=1, all the way to I=9. Since J is the tenth letter, it is reduced to 1. This continues until the last letter Z.

The third base cipher is called Reverse Ordinal. This cipher is like English Ordinal but it is reversed. So Z=1, Y=2, all the way down to A=26.

The last base cipher is called Reverse Reduction. This cipher is like Full Reduction but it is reversed and reduced into a single digit.

These ciphers are not all the ciphers of gematria. There are many more that are used in sports, news, media, our lives, including the four base ciphers.

If you like getting spooky, start with a post called Murder by Numbers #1 over there... 👀 I didn't realize until I started listening to Juan O Savin that the numbers are crucial because it's part of dark religious ceremony, rituals, and sacrifices. 

Nice, I'm fighting with my preview scroll again. -_-  Never happens during gaming posts.

Anyway, this has been a little bit of very layered stuff that we've been living with our whole lives and likely never knew, and it's not silly or harmless. This is 'comms', part of communicating in secret in the wide open. There are different sets of comms for different groups. The comms on twitter have been especially interesting to watch the last few years because several sets of codeword reveals have gone viral among the researchers, and now I'm able to surf twitter and recognize black hats signaling each other. I had started noticing a particular set of comms even before that, very eye opening if you don't yet see pedo and blood ritual signaling right out in the open.

The fun part has been stuff like this.

Because he was banned from twitter, right, and now he's back on hiding behind a mustache. 😂 I never dreamed I'd be proud of a president who could out-troll the trolls.

And in case your nerves are shot from the covid reports and the political bickering, I found this video soothing. I watched the entire thing and developed a whole new respect for people who make wallets and billfolds.

real life

Once in awhile I get a little bump in the stats wondering where the heck did I even drop the #TomCavanaghWatch stuff, because it was like that showed up on radar and then blipped out like an alternate universe crossed paths. So if you're in some kind of weird Tom pain since the Council of Wells all fizzled out, there's always tumblr and stuff. Honestly, I can't tell ya how much I'm missing review writing and how frustrating it feels sometimes having my attention so scattered across other things. Not sure what happened recently because I've stopped watching TV except for a couple shows on CW and that's it, but hi to The Expanse and Oak Island fans suddenly circling the old pinky blog again. I don't suppose Rick ever got his own blog...

BUT. Real life. 😀

And real life.

And an odd slant on real time 'real life' as I figured out how to get a selfie while bouncing on a trampoline holding a pizza. Just noticed someone wrecked a train into the river...

Is it sad that I don't feel an hour passing on Roblox? Suddenly mama was telling kiddo it's time to hang up and I was all like wo, how is it time to end the day and fold up shop already?

And now I've been up for an hour in the middle of the night and it's 3 a.m. HA!!!! Actually, I've been like this all my life. I spring awake incredibly bored and then go find stuff to do while the rest of the world is conked out.

I made the executive decision to seriously downgrade my Elvenar involvement, so I sold one of my cities down to the bone and discovered I have all that freed up area now that I can do with as I please...

>=D

I've been wondering how other players seemed to have wide open space and leisurely opulent build placement. Now I know. I wiped the landscape and remained with chapter status and most of my wealth intact. Sweeeeet. So now I'm reconstructing my way up to sculpted city planning. I'm extremely happy about this. Nothing like starting fresh with a level 15 main hall and a golden abyss already installed.

Yep, disbanded the one-person fellowship so I can ignore the badges popping up in my way whenever the next adventure map starts up. Not going to spend a great deal of time on that world, mostly just playing with wide open spaces. Need to free up my invested time.

Also slightly overdrew my bank account this week, don't want -$4 to snowball into major fees and a much bigger deficit, so I've got to run in sometime today and chunk some cash into that account. Youtube has politely been letting me know it would like me to pay attention and unblock my bank OR IT'LL KEEP INTERRUPTING MY YOUTUBE BROWSING. My goodness, heard ya the first time, free-hosting-site-with-expired-perks. Geez.

Good morning, world. My coffee is ready. 💕

the stuff we forget sometimes

Imma paste an old post over here, originally published in April 2017 and currently in my all time top 20 on my big pinky blog.

Little Favour

Remember when I moved 197 files to a stick, deleted them off my laptop, dumped the trash, and then immediately accidentally wiped the stick? And then as I went back and started redownloading and collecting the files, the one I wanted most had been removed and was irreplaceable?
plowing face on the dance floor
the Question
>=l

Of course I just let it go and didn't allow myself to keep obsessing about it, so I failed to notice it being snuck back onto youtube 6 months later. I can't believe a year and a half has gone by since that happened. Anyway, I nabbed it again and I feel better now.

I talk about my stuff here on Pinky blog, but I don't name names and I don't get too gross with details. Actually, as much as I yap on, I imagine some of you are getting tired of my dodging around not sharing more, because I leave out quite a lot. Why that vid struck an important note with me has to do with how very emotionally shut down I was as a child. I would have been capable of being the child in that vid if I'd had a proper handler/trainer. I was so caught off guard at how that twisted into an entirely different story, and it gut punched me like nothing had in a very long time.

I know a few people like me. We grew up the same way, we all hit the same weird existential walls, and most of us figured out why it's important to choose positive emotional connections over remaining in a shut down state. Those of us who learned to choose and act on our own wills are virtual power players among the people around us, subtly changing histories all around us 'simply' by being kind and gentle. It does seem simple, but it's an everyday grueling sort of thing that goes against our natures, and sometimes puts us at odds with people we love. But we choose to open our eyes, take the extra step onto a precarious balance, and reach out to others like us, others who are waking up and changing the world in ways never before imagined in human history.

That sounds lofty. I say it that way because we are living in an age that has never before happened in human history. We can all see each other now, all over the world, any time day or night. We can all whisper our secrets now, share our sadness, and talk about our dreams in a way the world never could even a hundred years ago. But so many are still caught in sticky webs, trapped in lies, hostage in their own families, doing what they have to do to survive.

We live on a planet where wars are fought with children, where children are rented and sold as sex toys, where children are beaten from very young ages for the most minor infractions by dysfunctional adults who were broken as children themselves. What we see on the top- schools, malls, churches- is just a cover over what we don't see underneath. Right now there are children in cages in every country on this planet, and we talk about someone rescuing a kitten in traffic. Right now there are children acting more grown up than everyone reading this because they've learned they have to hold it all in to survive being a rape toy. Right now there are children in training to be super soldiers, and yes, we are seeing this more and more in TV shows, and my opinion is that the more we see stuff fictionalized, the more calloused we get to reality. We fuss over filming details. We follow actors around.

There are very important things going on all around you every day in real life that you don't see, because you've been trained to stay asleep, keep your eyes shut. Open your eyes. Notice the person who is different and apart. Smile at them when they glance up to let them know you really saw them standing there. You don't have to do anything else. Just let them know you saw them. Let your presence on this earth touch people who are closed off because they have secrets you know nothing about. It doesn't matter what those secrets are. What matters most is that they feel like someone saw them, because they are part of us, and not something to ignore and hope goes away and never touches your life. If you knew the half of what already touches your life you'd throw up.

You can't fix anyone, and you most likely can't save them, and if you try to reach out without knowing what you're doing you might wind up in all kinds of mess. But you can plant seeds. A genuine hello via eyes and smile is a very human thing to do for someone who is hiding that they are having a very bad day and possibly a life you wouldn't survive yourself. They don't have to smile back. They might even look at you funny, or get upset. Just look away again and mind your own business, it's ok. The important thing was that you made an invisible connection, a tiny change that down the road might make a difference. We don't see how that happens, so we aren't rewarded for doing that, are we? We just have to trust that it works.

It worked for me. I remember every person who made a genuine invisible connection with me when I was my most closed off. Those teeny tiny connections added up to a great big thought forming in my mind, and that thought started changing the way I see and live. Sometimes the most fleeting glimpses into a kind stranger's soul can make a lot of difference.

In the meantime, that vid (movie short) I'm talking about is 20 minutes of deeply haunting story with all kinds of dangling questions, and you can read more about it here.

protecting precious little lives

Learning serious roblox strategy from kiddo. She's already got a 2-story house just from running around doing what the prompts say. Srsly glad they aren't promoting mask wearing, like my weather app.

I mean, that's just dumb. Like we're all babies or something.

Meanwhile, my own little world is saturated with religious theming and work ethics. Would be cool if I could vacation there, though, it's beautiful.

Finally got back into Twitter. My account is still there, yay. 

Politician using a religious figure to promote legislation seems... 🤔 Well, let's just say that's real lame compared to qanons source linking evidence that politicians are complicit in child trafficking cover ups.

Govt by the ppl for the ppl. The majority of us want the right to bear arms in the face of habeas corpus being stripped from the land. We will not go quietly into the night.

Protecting the children is about taking down the corrupt govts worldwide.

Pretty sure Jesus would want us to save ALL the kids, including the millions that go missing every year.

Imagine if this were kids we could see people rescuing.

information

 

Do you guys ever look up your med interactions at www.drugs.com? I have recently discovered that something as simple as taking aspirin for pain control can affect both my blood pressure meds. When I click the professional button I get this.

"High doses of salicylates may blunt the antihypertensive effects of beta-blockers. The proposed mechanism is inhibition of prostaglandin synthesis. Low-dose aspirin does not appear to affect blood pressure. In addition, beta-blockers may exert an antiplatelet effect, which may be additive with the effects of some salicylates. Metoprolol may also increase aspirin absorption and/or plasma concentrations of salicylates; however, the clinical significance of this effect is unknown. Data have been conflicting. Until more information is available, patients who require concomitant therapy should be monitored for altered antihypertensive response whenever a salicylate is introduced or discontinued, or when its dosage is modified."

This is the consumer info on my other blood pressure med, which has a moderate interaction warning.

"Talk to your doctor before using losartan together with aspirin. Combining these medications may reduce the effects of losartan in lowering blood pressure. In addition, these medications may affect your kidney function, especially when they are used together frequently or chronically. You are more likely to develop impaired kidney function during treatment with these medications if you are also using a diuretic ("water pill") or if you are elderly or have preexisting kidney disease. You may need a dose adjustment or more frequent monitoring by your doctor to safely use both medications. Contact your doctor if you experience signs and symptoms that may suggest kidney damage such as nausea, vomiting, loss of appetite, increased or decreased urination, sudden weight gain or weight loss, fluid retention, swelling, shortness of breath, muscle cramps, tiredness, weakness, dizziness, confusion, and irregular heart rhythm. It is important to tell your doctor about all other medications you use, including vitamins and herbs. Do not stop using any medications without first talking to your doctor."

This is from clicking the professional button.

"Concomitant use of NSAIDs and angiotensin II receptor antagonists may cause deterioration in renal function, particularly in patients who are elderly or volume-depleted (including those on diuretic therapy) or have compromised renal function. Acute renal failure may occur, although effects are usually reversible. Chronic use of NSAIDs alone may be associated with renal toxicities, including elevations in serum creatinine and BUN, tubular necrosis, glomerulitis, renal papillary necrosis, acute interstitial nephritis, nephrotic syndrome, and renal failure. Additionally, in patients with prerenal conditions whose renal perfusion may be dependent on the function of prostaglandins, NSAIDs may precipitate overt renal decompensation via a dose-related inhibition of prostaglandin synthesis. Angiotensin II receptor antagonists can further worsen renal function by blocking the effect of angiotensin II-mediated efferent arteriolar vasoconstriction, thereby decreasing glomerular filtration."

Do you agree that it's a good idea to do your own research?

I look up tons of stuff constantly, but that's the first time I looked up those med combos. Since I haven't used tylenol since 2014 and my pain med choices are continuing to dwindle away, I'm down to basic aspirin as first choice. I've been electing to forego any kind of pain treatment for anything less than immediately agonizing because it's becoming easier and easier to see I'm the one spiking blood pressure with meds. Doctors have responded for years that my BP spikes are a pain response, not one of them has looked into possibly a pain MED response.

I've also been keeping thoughts on a back burner that a med combo of blood pressure med, aspirin, and benadryl contributes to increased apneas while I'm sleeping. Some nights are beautifully smooth, others are disastrous, and the only commonalities left in my observations are evenings that I do or don't treat for allergies and/or pain.

I've moved benadryl up to mid afternoon, none before bed, and I had moved full-dose aspirin diametrically opposite of losartan on the clock if I feel I really need it, and I seem to be gaining more and more and more control over adverse anything. I'm going to hold at this the rest of spring and see if it truly retains any kind of conclusive integrity.

They started me on very heavy meds in my 20s for autoimmune flares and severe fibromyalgia pain, kept me heavily dosed for ten full years until a passing endocrinologist rang the alarm to get off meds because harm to my liver, and after that was another 15 years of undiagnosed diabetes and offers of more and more meds from a variety of specialists who'd have likely been more able to help me if my primary back then had simply dx'd the diabetes, and since 2011 it's been a mess of untangling what exactly is doing what to the point where a group of specialists had to crash me off supplemental hormones getting blood pressure controlled, and that entire time no one questioned renal damage showing up, no one addressed vitamin and mineral deficiencies (low magnesium sucketh in ways you do not want to know, including risk of death), and even though my current doctor is finally addressing possibly years of vitamin D deficiency and stabilized renal damage, we're still not addressing a constant low blood sodium, which could be a problem on losartan.

It's a little late to be the healthiest I've ever been in my adult life, but I'll certainly take it, and damn betcha I'm not risking making it worse again, even with aspirin for low level chronic pain. Give me ice packs and heating pads, I'll keep doing my stretches and core strength workouts, and if I need more help I'll call a massage therapist.

In the meantime, I also happen to know that aspirin and beta blockers increase histamines, and I'm currently in my highest histamine time of year with oak pollen all over, so I feel like taking extra precautions avoiding foods and meds that spike blood histamine levels is really smart. I'm doing afrin spray as needed and going through bottles of saline mist and tubes of ayr gel, so benadryl is held to a minimum, and I'm learning that dehydration from benadryl is NOT best treated with chugging extra water when you have a history of mild renal damage and a family history of congestive heart failure. Backed up water processing spikes blood pressure, adds overall weight, and sometimes increases my arthritic pain.

Side note. Masking does NOT hold outdoor allergies down. Wrap your little minds around that one. Also, masking makes sinus infections from outdoor allergies monumentally worse, as I found out last  year. I'm electing to go maskless as often as possible. If I have to put one on to enter a building, so be it, but if I feel like taking it off, I'm taking it off. If someone flips out all over me, I can put it back on to calm their immediate anxiety (that has happened), but otherwise I feel like the bulk of the world has been trained to park their brains at any and every door and ignore common sense. Not being able to think through noticing that masks don't stop strep and outdoor allergies is the biggest red flag I can think of that brains have been retrained via mass mainstream medias not to be able to logically think and problem solve beyond being told what to do. And doctors going along with this are complicit. Years of medical school undone with mass blanket hypochondria and superstition.

Twitter abruptly logged me out of all my accounts across all my devices right after I posted this alert, and I haven't been able to log back in since then. I looked at downdetector and discovered this has been happening to a number people. I'm wondering if IPs are being blacklisted now. Anyway, there were 9 other screenshots, and my laptop is absolutely refusing to load them completely, like they're cut off, and even pasting carries that mutilated copy over.

From https://inteldinarchronicles.blogspot.com/2021/04/restored-republic-via-gcr-update-as-of_17.html

So in case you don't click over to source or my twitter, we got the alert that the current internet going away is imminent.

D. Fri. 16 April Whiplash347 Telegram:

XX also = 1010. On The Clock

ON THE CLOCK Means that they will be shutting down Social Media then Internet via Flooding the net with Evidence then cyber attacks & Fake Nuclear Scare Event. Before we go to EBS. We get the new Quantum Internet. This current internet will be wiped. All ties back to 1871 Act of England reversal & Operation Mockingbird. Mr Pool did earlier warn us about IRAN.

Lexington and Concord: The shot heard round the world. April 19 1775 The Shot Heard Around The World As The World Turns. On The Clock. Write these 3^ In Qagg.news These next coming days to the 20th are the "BE ALL & END ALL" of this entire time we are living.

The IRS is saying prepare for debt cancellation.

Mr Pool Black swan event.....A black swan is an unpredictable event that is beyond what is normally expected of a situation and has potentially severe consequences. Black swan events are characterized by their extreme rarity, severe impact, and the widespread insistence that were obvious in hindsight.

Black swan event will be the start of the new ISO flare network monetary family. Everything is ready for the switch. From > To: Swift > Quantum Financial System BTC > Blockchain ISO regulated asset backed metals MSM > Starlink & Project Odin $€ > Gold Dark to Light

NOW IS THE TIME FOR US ALL TO START USING OUR BRAINS. 

Remember that Q said don't panic, keep your neighbors calm, trust the plan, and while we can, stock up your food, water, meds, and other essentials and time passers, and be prepared to sit still in peace while the chaos passes over.

We'll be fine. 💕

From my discord this morning.

If all this happens and you want more answers, look for JFK Jr, Charlie Ward, Pryme Minister, Mel K, Michael Jaco, Martin Geddes, and Juan O Savin, and other people associated with them.

"This current internet will be wiped out." This may be imminent. They've been telling us since 2017 to archive offline. If we lose contact via this discord and other social medias, I wish you all well. I'll always be using names like Janika Banks, YabloVH, bluejacky, and PinkFeldspar. There are so many other pinky users also using the same other variations that I do, like PinkyGuerrero, pinkyrobot, etc, that it doesn't make sense for me to pick that back up. I am, however, well established as PinkFeldspar since 2007 so I'll stick with that. ALL these names go back many years, even to the 1990s, so these are me. I think pretty much all my social medias that I have made and/or updated over the last year identify me as Janika Banks. If you have any question about an account that doesn't, don't talk to it like it's me. 

Side note- I've dealt with people pretending to be me online in years past. Never trust that someone isn't pulling that crap. I always link all my stuff, use disclaimers, and never ask for money. I don't endorse. If someone is going out of their way to make a copy of me specifically to endorse someone or ask for money, that is not me.

I created the #aspienado hashtag, and I currently own existentialaspie.com.

I own Lexxperience.com, LittleLexx.net, pinkyguerrero.com, and JanikaBanks.com.

Permission given to Lexx fans to translate, copy, and share my Lexx materials to their own fansites.

Permission given to Myke at SyfyDesigns.com to own, use, and store all my Lexx and Pinky materials.

Permission given to use my articles with source linkbacks in content used for research and discussion.

And if all the old internet goes away, I have no idea if all that does, too. I have nearly everything archived just in case it does. I'm crossing my fingers all the redundant backup servers that we've been playing on for years switch over to the new quantum internet, which is supposed to be unhackable.

Gotta run off, busy day.